Do you know you're my miracle ?

Nothing is here for me
Just the music on the inside
Meaning nothing to the outside

just came back from outside.

morning everything went fine (:

only things is that the result of mine, is making me feel so disappointed.

trying to understand what teacher was saying.

& here , im gonna be felling asleep.

after school went to see Mr Edgerton , as he so talkative.

he said i didnt pay attention in his class ,

was having fun all the way .

Thought of it & yuxin says , who's listening anw ?

on top of that , his lesson was so bored , i can get into sleep anytime.

went to eat & went up to class.

Had MRVY ''remedial'' .

thanks , i understand a lot of things (:

rural and urban settlement or ... ?

whatever , im getting blur .___.

things are getting out of hand , im getting confuse.

went to meet patrick right after that .

wait for him to get everything ready & went to find others.

jianyuan and others are already at 219.

LOL , aint they too fast ? -.-

i've done 6 pages of the maths .

wow , clap*

slacking while doing ,

uh ya , jianyuan taken his revenge,

they were all disturbing me ! 

duhduhduhduhduh ! 

and ya , im home now (:

hsh at 8.10pm .

我在潮湿的记忆深处挣扎,
我下定决心说,

没有你我也能好好的生活.
可是还是做不到.

Every chance that you get is a chance you seize.

ever since the day you left me alone,

i've been finding the reason why .

Bored school day.

everthing was as usual , 

Recess went down & buy drinks (:

Help kor buy drinks , he treat me greentea.

laugh***** ! 

SEL was sucha hell ya know ?

trying to participate in the games.

but then , due to our group members.

i aint in the mood anymore.

everything went fine (:

after school went to had my lunch at mac with MRVY (:

Hmm , as the same thing happen ,

we're Joking all the way while eating .

went arcade look for ehemm . -.-

than went home after that (:

ohya anw , Melissa better last long .

dont play anymore can ?

be mature !!!!

i wonder which one is your true one -.-

zzz. dont cry over stupid things like relationship anymore .

haha <3

i found this quite funny .

男人不坏女人不爱

quite true. LOL ! 

我怎么就错过了你

 你不再出现

带走了我的快乐

带走了我的永远

 Try to erase all the bad times

What's life without you baby
I know I made a lot of mistakes.
And I ask you for forgiveness
And if lovin you is a crime,

then I plead guilty

first period was PE , didnt run 2.4

hoooray , i dont look forward to it every monday.

almost cant get up in the early morning .

get back my maths paper & get 14/60 .

goodness gracious.

need go buckup , MYE is coming .

same thing for recess , 

went down & smuggle my greentea (:

SMILE *

thought of it , i lost my precious greentea in the morning.

& after PE , i've got nothing to drink -.-

Get back my situational writing & get 18/30.

im always not good at it .

so i dont mind D;

ohwellwell ,

shall skip till the last period.

having Art .

quite a number of people didnt do homework okay ?

its common . 

Mr Deryk nagged for 50min & there.

left with 10min.

my sleeping time .

i almost fell asleep when he was nagging up there.

luckily i did not.

after school , went to mac (:

makan , makan .

MRVY always eat with laughter .

those stupid jokes , enough to make me tear.

went superbowl to slack & do revision.

hmm .. was quite happy .

as ....... 

hahaha ! shhhhh ... ;x

went home at 4+ , & slept till 7+

yeah , just woke up -.-

goodbye (: 

going to have my dinner :D ! 

Another 27th of the month.

boys , 9months i've wasted.

im getting tired easily this few days.

谁对谁错不必追究　
这种安慰的方式我懂
但原谅的勇气　
我还没有
就算你说有再多的愧疚　
结局也不会不同

bottling up all the hidden emotions.

I felt so alone, 

I should have said the things I'm thinking now.

never thought it'll be so hard to let you go.

im gonna be dead , due to my boredness .

trying to find something to do .

& thought of changing url.

quite random i guess .

laugh*

hmm .. so , people ... 

relink (:

just came back from taman.

went to play superbowl with parents & vincent.

saw ZT , didnt went to greet him .

hhahahaha ! 

daddy said if i scored 120 , he give me 10dollar.

& i was like ... hahahaha ! 

than i play 113 bodoh ! 

7more points to my 10dollar.

wellwell , give up then .D;

im improving (:

later jerome they all are coming over .

my house is gonna be filled with laughters.

vincent is taking his nap & its jsut right beside me .

zzzz ! dummy . LOLL ! 

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People , give me all your links.

i've pressed the wrong key , 

& everything disappeared.

if you want me to link you , 

kindly leave your link too (:

selas want me do the quiz .

LOL.

Technology
Q1: What is your wallpaper on your computer?
- secret (:
Q2: How many televisions have you in your house?
- 3
Biology
Q3: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
- Right handed .
Q4: Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
- huh .
Q5: What is the last heavy item you lifted?
- ball ? bowling de ball -.- 
Q6: Have you ever been knocked out?
-  nope.
Bullshitology
Q7: If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
- Nope . what for .
Q8: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
- i dont wanna change (:
Q9: What colour do you think looks best on you?
- maybe black , i love black :D ! 
Q10: Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
- nope ?
Q11: Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200 000?
- NO WAY ! 
Q12: Would you never blog again for $50 000?
- idk .  
Q13: Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
- No .
Q14: Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1 000 000?
- what for ! 
Dumbology
Q15: What is in your left pocket?
- Nothing
Q16: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
- what the duh is that ?
Q17: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
- nope.
Q18: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
- -.- 
Q19: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
- idk .
Lastology
Q20: Last person who texted you?
- Kelvin
Q21: Last person who called you?
- ZT (missedcall)
Q22: Last person you hugged?
- feeeee-three. idk how to spell lah.

Favouritology
Q23: Number?
- 4 , 14 , 24 , 27 (:
Q24: Season?
- Summer & Winter , :D
Q:25 Colour?
- black , white & grey .
Currentology
Q26: Missing someone?
- yeap.
Q27: Mood?
- Bored .
Q28: Listening to?
- Jie shou
Q29: Watching?
- nothing .
Q30: Worrying about?
- something .
Q31:Wearing?
- shirt and shorts -.-
Randomology
Q32: First place you went to this morning?
- toilet.
Q33: What can you wait not to do?
- sleep .
Q34: Do you smile often?
- ofcourse .
Q35: Are you a friendly person?
- Always 
Tag 10 people , after finishing this quiz ;
#1 Abegail 
#2 Eunice
#3 Yinsin
#4 Alyssa 
#5 jasmin
#6 Iris
#7 Jieyi ( random ) 
#8 Ahben 
#9 ZT
#10 Kimberley

假如 真的要我跟你分别
假如 真的要说分手
请求 把我愉快记忆都洗去
才能免我一生也在默默痛苦

Like a drug that gets me high

My regret is intensified by the thought.

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep

yesterday was so slacking oh ! 

home-e had nothing better to do , but listening to songs.

a great teacher of ours , let us use handphone (:

after that was recess & maths.

come after next is music,

teacher was absent from school & there come a crap relief cher.

she's so damn extra can ?

first thing she went into the class is wanting everyone to greet properly.

as what i recall , never did we really greet a teacher sincerely before.

& she's trying to be the first one .

oh , stop crapping there . 

impossible .. .. we greeted a lot of times .

settle down & changed my seats (:

she's so irritating .

after school cab down to bukit gombak to watch basketball match.

i dont know whether isit spelled like this ,

& i dont care -.-

we lose to asshole unity

ohwell , nvm (:

i saw them did their best .

safety always come first oh .

& i can tell , its so warm inside .

machiam no air bodoh .

everyone was squeeze together .

uh ! aint feeling great .

goodness , i cant stand the heat there.

went home after the match.

we take the same shuttle bus as 1C oh.

their conversation was such a funny one .

home-d after that (:

at night , went slacking with people .

was damn mad when they kept repeating the same thing.

teasing & teasing .

they jolly well stop it -.-

before i said i dont want slack anymore.

i hate that feeling , it sucks.

im walking around yesterday , didnt really enjoy .

alright , bye people .

i gotta stop .

but above everything ,

i've gotta said , 

i hate the attitude that you gave .

you're really getting worst , 

why cant you get back to the past ?

难道我就应该
独自默默的承受
是否让自己解脱

 

We dont always repeat the same mistakes.

this clock never seems to be alive
I can't keep up
I can't back down
I've been losing so much time.

today was a funny day.

LOL ! comprehension.

ehemm*

school hours always did the same thing .

might as well skip it .

after school went to watch basketball match.

girls & boys semi-final.

both won (:

LOVEEE ! (: welldone .

jiayou for final ohh :D ! 

hmmhmm .. 

Iris was mad ...

cos ... 

hehehehe ! shhh ... 

OHYA ! 

I LOST MY EAR PIECE.

& I SACRIFICE IT , FOR TWO BASKETBALL MATCH.

LOLLL ! 

in bus 154 going back to boonlay.

reena on song , a uncle bui song.

than call her lower down the volume.

than she call yuxin , melissa & me to on .

LOL SIA ! 

Mel's song is too loud , so i off my songs.

the uncle stare at Melissa.

yaya , if you guessed that they quarrelled.

you're right -.-

the uncle very stupid bodoh.

he say : dont force me to throw your phone and call police.

im infront of melissa and there laughing .

damn funny , asshole.

he throw the phone , he call police?

for ?! 

catching himself ?

stupid idiot , go study lah.

people eh mother also didnt huantio you.

go scold her daddy mummy for what !?!?!

alamakk , somemore i thought adults are much more mature than us .

but you show me that , adults are not much better.

you give those crap man .

Melissa and him quarrelled for a long journey .

hahahaha! than everyone in the bus was focusing on them .

super LOLLL ! 

than went jurongPoint walk walk saw quite a few people.

LOL  ! 

than backkk homeeee (:

 .. 

hmm , i bought my ear piece le .

went walk and eat with mama baba & ahma at boonlay (:

没有需要证实的真相
也没有需要否认的谎言
无力为它们烦恼
我们连哭泣的胆量也没有

It doesnt even matter how hard i tried.

Now i′m picking myself apart i wanna be all i can be
Cause in the puzzle of my heart you′re the missing piece

Hellooooo (:

today lesson was so slack .

but im so tired that i almost fell asleep.

lols , whatever .

history teacher damn kaobeiiiiiiiii ! 

uhh ! stupid .. cock-eye.

assembly come before maths remedial .

in between there's a break time (:

Me & melissa started to walk around sec 3 classes.

then when to had my remedial , understand quite a lot of things le (:

what a finally .

-.- keep asking and asking .

after remedial went down to look for patrick .

for quite a long time while chatting with track and field people.

after he came out , went to parc vista slack.

than went out , meet up with others .

hahha ! 

me rahul , patrick and stanley went to buy cig .

LOLL! 

me and rahul against patrick and stanley .

we challenge each other see how reach first.

me and rahul climb the stupid overhead bridge ,

patrick and stanley go traffic light.

damn tired bodoh ! 

we win ofcourse (:

than slack.

melissa went home .

left me with the boys .

than had lots of fun .

they enjoying taking photo -.-

stupid , keep want candid ! 

than melissa gone 1hour i jiu go home le .

had lots of fun with them ! :D 

tmr basketball girl & boys semi-final.

jiayou alright (:

wish you all goodluck :D ! 

i'll be watching ! (:

在我的心裡只有一句我愛你
就算全世界都沒有人願意聽
我早已習慣無情的風雨
但不能沒有你

You need to know, life without you is in a mess .

When our hope is hard to find
And our faith is in decline
We need a cause to stand behind 

YESTERDAY MOMMY BIRTHDAY ! 

happy belated birthday yo ! 

im sorry that i totally forgotten about it 

didnt spent time with you yesterday D;

{ Love the photo shown above }

random ;x

hmm .. woke up & replied msg at 8.38am .

cant get into any sleep & listen to music ... 

all the way till 10+am , was day dreaming .

Parents jio me out (:

played bowling & went home.

my skills getting better le oh (:

im so proud ! :D ! 

wanted to go JurongPoint look for Reena & Melissa.

in the end , due to the weather .

& my laziness , i went home instead (:

took my nap , recieved sms -.- 

& there , i woke up .

LOLL . bored like hell .

eaten & ly on the bed thinking stuff.

i hate sharing things.

hate it .

what i've , she always have it .

what i do , say . she already done & said .

whatever , i hate putting my comments or thought in blog .

it just sucks too much .

虽然不过是为分手 

而寻找的借口
既然已无法挽留 

就放手让你自由

Twenty-seven zero eight zero eight 

I'm praying to be your side
and suddenly you'll slip away

morning woke up went to school.

ohya , today's sat . yet im in school.

Aint the problem anyway.

Speech day mah , give them face :D ! 

sit under the hot hot sun , for like 1+hour.

damn fuckup .

hot like dont know what sia .

went to Mac with Iris , Melissa , Reena , Jamie , Huimin.

Was LOL . hahaha ! 

Ohhh-soo ?

Went home , around 10+

went out at 12.30pm.

as babe called me & went clementi with Her & Eunice (:

slack there , than bus-ed back to boonlay .

meet up with Patrick , Hongming , Jianyuan , Melissa .....

& so .

was damn shag and i dont know why , feel like sleeping .

awhile later jiu others came le .

walk around walk around ,

suddenly vincent appear.

hahaha ! Boliao .

so sick today D;

had a bad day , as a lot of quarrel , fights & relationship problem.

alright , i guess we're all fading .

Maybe im too sensitive .

Home at 10.10pm.

early le okay ?

nobody's in the room accept me myself & i (:

Dang , dont get too tired of relationship ohh (:

i let you cried just now , as i know i cant stop.

you should know you two are not in stable relationship .

so .. be strong (:

as for those boys,

dont keep quarrel can a not ?

i really scare one day , we aint together anymore.

remain in those old days can ?

dont talk half way , jiu fight :D ! 

im sorry for that , didnt mean it de .

N___ , dont angry okay ? D;

Boy , i ask you .

how do you feel now ?

how you feel when ....?

What's on your mind?

what are you doing ?

why do you choose to ________ ?

why you keep lying ?

why you look me with those eye ?

why are you so near yet so far ?

why didnt you reply ?

why dont you just tell me ?

why cant we be back like past ?

我会撑到最后，

到你说你爱我。

Tagged by ♥ Alyssa

1. Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?

- cheek .

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?

- obviously is wanting to sleep more.

3. Who was the last person you took picture with?

- hmm .. Yuxin ? Reena ?

4. Would you consider to be spoilt?

- uh , i dont know (:

5. Would you ever donate blood?

- depends on who i donating to ? hahahahaha ! 

6. Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?

- Yes (:

7. Do you want someone dead?

- somehow :X

8. Whats does your last message says?

-  Y nvr reply miie :[  

9. What are you thinking right now?

-what's Yw doing now . LOL.

10. Did you wish someone was with you right now?

- Yes! im always wishing.

11. What time did you go to sleep last night？

- 9.45

12. Where did you bought your t-shirt that you're wearing now?

- Forgotten liao.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?

- Ya D:

15. Tag 10 people to do this quiz.

1) REENA

2) YUXIN

3) MELISSA

4) JIEYING
5) SELAS

6) HARRIEL
7)AMIRAH

8) JANNA

9) MANDI
10) HUINING

16. Who is number 2 having relationship with?

- No one .

17. Is 3 a female/male?

- Female .

18. If 7 and 10 get together , will that be a good thing?

- Lol. no way . lesbian ?

19. What is number 1 studying about?

- EVERYTHING ! .___.

20. Is number 4 single?

- i think so (:

21. Say something about number 5.

- LOVEEEEEE ! She's loved by me okay ! 

22. What do you think of number 4 & 6 together?

- Both of them are female , and they dont know each other.

23. Describe number 9.

- Crazyyy .

24. What will you do if 6 & 7 fight?

- AHH ! stop them lo.

25. Do you like number 8?

OFCOURSE LAHH ! 

second post ohh (: 

loves <3>

remember to do -.-