Time to pick my heart up off the floor.

back from Yuxin's house .

Spare phone was lost today , piss-ed

found out when bus 246 reached yuanching.

cab-ed back to 7 11 search for it .

wellwell , as you see .. i said it's lost.

went school with a moody mood .

aint feeling great at the first period.

second period , was being abuse by Iffah

Violent sia , whack me with the ball .

just because im the goal keeper ?

anyhow anyhow only larh deydey !

During HR lesson ,

Thanks to Ng Siew Tuan that i've gotten my yellow form -'-

make me feel worst , you know ?

changed seats as Reena's at the back.

so yeah , beside him too .

Siew Tuan want us to be back to our own seats,

while me and yuxin heck care.

& yeah , bingo .. we kana -.-

Let her nagged throughout the whole period

Detention after school ,

Search the whole school for Mabel yeong .

Found her , Give her my letter & our yellow form.

Gotten back my phone that was confiscated .

waited for her outside the staffroom.

went library & get things ready.

end up , the document we did last time ,

was inside her user.

& yeah , there we go .. search the whole school again.

cant find , Kimberley save the day (:

gotten her number & she msg reena the user & password.

Type half way thru & pass it to reena.

went to sleep during detention ;x

thank god that i woke up .

cause Mabel yeong was on the way here .

went slack after school & had fun :D !

hmm , went home online awhile .

Went to Yuxin's house .

bought things & went to her house pinic ! :D

DEYDEY ! this girl down there is my ''stead''

love her larhs dey :D

thanks for always listening to me crapping .

i might be overbroad sometimes uh .

so , yea .. mind me ;x

loveyou kay ? :D

爱情永远没有答案总要猜
眼角试着嘴角笑着放大悲哀
又伤又累不明白
怎么躲不开得到又失去无奈

Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near

Yesterday ,

normal normal..

after school went to watch basketball match.

thanks SEL teachers for giving us a free ride there.

we losed , but you all did a great job okay ? (:

can see the effort you all putted in.

Took 154 to garden meet up with slackers.

last long baobei .

Tiring days , drag myself to the toilet and prepared.

D&T , borrow-ed apron from him (:

happy larh , he smile to me okay ?

after 11months , goshh .

During internet radio, had lots of fun (:

went to look for mabel yeong & ask for my phone.

she say want letter from parents & their number .

wellwell , alright .

went to Jurongpoint with MRVY (:

brought sex band & straws.

tatas ~ the end .

如果爱还能再重来
我期待澎湃永远在

no longer the same

I want a new beginning ,

but you're no longer mine.

Blogger love me okay ? (:

Photo uploaded fast as before ,

i know people are jealous , chill ok ? :D

shouldnt talk about few days ago ,

simply boring in school.

today , slept in class .

Cause only me and melissa went school .

Bored can ;x super !

so , before recess,

went boys toilet puff..

than before art puff .

Harriel want talk talk talk .

somemore today was Hell,

cause no one to scold & bully D;

where's my yuxin and reena D;

after school went up class for math remedial.

scare babe angry , so begged Ms ng to let me go .

she let , by using angry tone .

''go away'' , wtffforkk !

nvm (: had fun with babe & yinsin.

busy folding straw heart at 186.

goodbye ladys & gentlemen :D !

面对了真实忍不住了痛楚
爱上一个人爱得走投无路
你自责的痛你两难的苦
爱到情无反顾

i wish i wish ... ...

Loving you was my favourite mistake.

Hmm ..

Skip schooling part k :D !

After school , went to 399 .

Eat and went to phone shop .

Binhuang wanna buy new phone ,

which i dont really like it .

walked to Yuxin house to slack & puff .

Someone keep want us intro boys to her .

make me fed-up uh , i diamdiam :X

and went off around 6 .

Took bus 246 to Parc vista look for slackers.

Things happen larh , unhappy about it .

after that , Jianyuan Keep make my shoulder .

Till one red patch lehs , PAIN LIKE F .

i almost cry you know ? *Sob .

REEEEEEEEENA BABY !

Do you remember i also said ''Loving you was my favourite mistake'' ?

& you changed it to ''Loving you was my biggest mistake" ?

If i could forget him , i wont be clinging onto him now .

no matter how hard i tried to let go , i cant .

it's not i dont want to move on .

yeah , i might be strong outside.

you dont know how im feeling inside.

i've let the past be past , present be present .

dont try to tell me to forget , when you know i cant .

i know someday i'll regret .

but better than pretend .

是否距离总是会让人慢慢的渐行渐远,
是否时光的流逝总是会让人慢慢忘记.

As soon as forever is through,

I'll be over you

haven get my phone back ,

bear with my ugly photos.

Brokeup yesterday ,

aint feeling great.

but thanks for lovely people around :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BINHUANG.

yeah , im so dead yesterday.

i know , MRVY & binhuang know too .

it's kind of stupid i know .

fell asleep at binhuang house .

due to Something .

Went Jurongpoint with Melissa ,

walk & talk .

home sweet home .

today ,

went to watch basketball match after school.

last quarter . -.-

wellwell , guys did their best .

went slacking ,

things happen.

& sorry kor ,

i guess it's my fault.

if anything tell me ,

boy , i know you'll find a better one .

we aint meant to be .

it totally gone insane .

不想要你的承诺，

只想要你说，

我是你的所有。

what about now

For whatever that means
And so I cry sometimes

im aint in the mood for laughters .

Baby went school together with us.

after that he went home -.-

Was having two punishment today.

Damn that mabel yeong, f it .

Let's wait for detention tmr .

Went to eat LongJohn with MRVY (:

meet with Junyu and others .

went off to slack.

i dont wanna hide anything .

All feelings just aint right.

ya , iloveyou, how about you ?

i slowly realise, You're fading.

im tyring to be cheerful infront of people.

but why cant i stop thinking about those stuff.

it's just stuck inside my mind for sucha long time .

i cant take it , seriously.

if you dont love me , be honest.

i wont mind being hurt than continue-ing this relationship.

no point continue-ing , if you doesnt love me .

Baby , cant you be more understanding.

im jealous of the others.

im so envy of them.

yea, maybe .. that's love.

i just want a bit more from you , a bit more will do.

im breaking down , crashhh .

你不是不在乎了吗
你不是不爱我了吗
让我独自一个人
望着天空让眼泪停止滚动

你不是不在乎了吗
你不是不爱我了吗
我会习惯一个人
让爱淘空忘记你给的心痛

Not having the courage to speak,

not having the confidence to love.

yesterday was home late uh .

had fun ! :D

Today didnt get to meet baby,

wanted to go up his house,

as jianyuan they all got training .

end up, im at home.

than went to look for them 1hour.

home sweet home ,

no life there , so boring .

Baby , i miss you badly now.

倒底你是天使还是魔鬼
爱己让我伤痕累累
究竟谁错谁是对
如果想飞你就飞
别在留下虚伪的泪水

my weakest point

No turning back,

no question to be answered.

yesterday MRVY are in school (:

After school, went to arcade & Reena house.

stayed till 5+pm , went to look for baby .

Talk & talk till 6.15pm and i leave.

went to look for slackers,

had fun & craps today.

thanks for sharing and giving advise.

went off at 8+pm.

HongMingKor, take care okay (:

我呆呆地坐了一会儿

只是想再考虑考虑

但是停止不了

只能完全想着你

不由得痛恨自己

i'll be fine

You have made it harder just to go on

And why, all the possibilities

Well, I was wrong

Melissa's not school today .

get well soon okay (:

Went school super duper late .

lesson per usual,

it's not what i wanted , but i need to .

Internet radio was better than the last lesson we took.

finally we're serious through those craps.

imMightNoBeThePerfectOneForYou,

ButImTryingToBeOne .

ImSorryForNotGivingYouWhatYouWant ,

SeemsLikeOthersKnowYouBetterThanIDo.

IDontWantMuch,JustALittleBitMoreFromYou

YouDontSeemsToUnderstandMe.

YouSeemsToHideALotOfThingToMe.

EverythingThatAreMeant,AintTrue.

IJustWantYouToBeHonestWithThisRelationship.

DoYouEvenLoveMe.

IDontWantToBeHurtAgain.

请你不要就这样离开

给我留下的只是空白

让我忘了时间还在忙碌

真的很想求它 放慢脚步

all i aspire

I will be yours if you'll be mine .

I will be there till the end of time ,

I will be with you until the day that I die

Im happy plus tired.

School was not fine .

haha , fell asleep during art.

quarrel with someone during Music.

mother tongue , sleepy.

SEL , presentation.

EL , sama sama .

Drank JollyShandy which make my temperature high.

almost can go home . 37.5 uhh .

0.1 degree more . ;x

after school meet Babe .

after 4 days , get to see baby today (:

Hmm , everything went fine after school.

Find Ahben before going home.

thanks for the greentea & ice-cream ohh ! (:

going out of mind .

it's not what you think.

你说我不必难过
坚强是给你最好的礼物
忍住眼泪想说
声音却已颤抖
真的很想把你挽留

lovely

Through my fear
And my confessions

things get screw-ed this few days and idk why.

wellwell , everything went fine after school.

was damn pekcek while settling this stupid couple.

better dont waste my effort hor !

slack-ed with people today & went home .

yuxin uhh , i miss you larhs .

get well soon okay ? (:

Reena,

you you you !

better dont be sad over boys .

i dont want this kind of reena .

it's not cheerful at all , not used to it .

just let me know what's on your mind ,

and i'll be there to listen and help out okay ?

i dont want you to be low low low !

if you can , give it all up & leave it behind.

if you cant , cry all your trouble out .

show him you're better off w/o him .

but i still hope you two will be together, seriously.

you can put your trust on me (:

dont be lost okay ? :D

loveyou (:

that boy out,

i've trying hard to make you and her being together.

dont waste my effort , you owe me one okay ?

dont ever try hurting her again ,

if not .. hehehehe ! watch out uhh .

i want you two to be together , that's why im helping .

please , dont make things worst by going to another one .

it's no accepted by me okay ?

i've told you through msges .

dont be too much ohh .

我很想拥有别人有的幸福，

不管我多想要，我都得不到。

总是问自己为什么。

i dont want to miss a thing

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever

Had fun today lovely ! (:

Meetup at Jurongpoint & things get screwed.

but end up went together .

Took photos & fooling around .

after that went back to eat at taman jurong .

Took 240 back to Boonlay slack.

Played ''crocodile'' with slackers,

running around like monkeys .

after that went home . (:

baby,im very sorry for not being understanding.

im sorry for not giving you what you want .

but i hope it doesnt affect our relationship.

i didnt want everything from you , just a little more.

but please understand me at times ,

iloveyou & dont want to lose you

来不及告诉你,我爱你
想这样忘记你,不容易
我愿意用全部,交换你
只是我又失去,我自己

it's just not right

I will shield your heart from the rain
I won't let no harm come your way

Im in a happy mood ;D

Haw par villa w slackers tmr (:

like a finally can ? ;x

(msg keep coming in)

*irritated*

didnt get to meet baby today.

hmm .. actually wanted to go sentosa.

in the end , didnt go .

Went to meet up with babe & eat longjohn with her mom.

after that police station , & sent her mom home.

Aunty , get well soon uh ;D

slack at her place till 3 & off to parc vista.

waited for others to come back from sentosa.

slack slack slack till 9+ , homesweethome.

怎么说你才会明白　
有些话真的说不来
到底该不该　

说出我心里的不愉快

i dont wanna lose you

Im not good in words,

but i know i wouldnt wanna lose you.

posting cause im so bored,

all i can say is Internet Radio sucks !

I wonder why they teach us those nonsense .

is like we're not even interested in it.

After school meet up with Babe ,

wanted to watch movie ,

but end-up slacking at boonlay.

waked baby up & ask him to come.

sweet baby oh (:

home sweet home around 7+pm.

i've been thinking a couple of times.

i scare i'll lose you like how i lose him.

i dont want to end up getting hurt again .

i've been trying to last , i hope we'll.

do you even love me at the first place ?

if you doesnt,

there's no point for me hanging onto this.

im afraid if losing you , iloveyou.

时间没有失去,而变成了回忆
原谅没有失去,它变成了委屈
爱你没有失去,而变成了敌意
自己没有失去,而变成了蚂蚁