20090829


You need to know it hurt so much .
5days, what im gonna do with it ?
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Off to prepare , going out with babe.
Hmmm , boy ... i'll try to .
post when im back (:

Im back , it's 11.49pm now .
thank god that parents aint home ,
if not i bang wall die ;x

Went to batok with Abhy and her mom,
batok > Jurongpoint > namdai.
stayed there with eunice jie , Jasmin sod & babe.
had fun , talk craps & texting people (:
awhile kenrick reach.
winnie & huiling came down and talk .
Blow bubbles (:
9~10+ , two guy come .
handsome handsome ;x but ......
so funny , we keep laughing for some reason.
but end up okay uhh ;x
talked a lot & laugh.
cabb-ed home ,
& Babe & jie along with their boyf went east coast,
enjoy people (:

EUNICE !
cheerup okay ?
dont sad , i dont wanna see you like that uhh.
be sweeeeeeeet oh ! :D

to one girl ,
can kindly f off a not.
you causes us a lot of supid things .

你的心回不去了 对不对
不能去怪谁 顶多只能掉眼泪



20090828

Will he know how much I loved him,
My true feeling were never be revealed.

  • Melissa aint in school.
  • PE : Volleyball-ed.
  • text him duing history lesson.
  • things wasnt very fine
  • Jurongpoint > Reena's house after school.
  • Home : 9.30pm

Melissa was having fever today oh ,
get well soon baobao :D
Played Volleyball & had lots of fun.
He text-ed me with her name in it ,
damn you girl , you win.
you're innocent , im bad okay ?
坏人,我来当
Went to Jurongpoint and bought donuts,
Off to Reena house to kill time,
all the way till 9+pm.
had fun at her house , lots of laughter.
Me miss Melissa D;
i want the girl to bang wall die ,
Lost all your memories best -'-
Boy , you're being stupid.
i've asked you ,
will i be lucky , to stand a chance again ,
im glad you didnt say no.
i really want you back.

如果你离开,
你会看到我流泪.
我呆呆地坐了一会儿,
只能完全想着你,
不由得痛恨自己



20090827

1 year boy


You could write a book on
how to ruin someone's perfect day

  • Late for assembly
  • Oral after school
  • bus-ed to namdai
  • 1year boy.

Was late for assembly today oh .
Had fun & laugh hard (:
Mdm wang said Vivian was sleeping while walking .
ROFL ! laugh out loud .
Had oral after school today
Bus-ed to Jurongpoint after school (:

shouldnt post alr (:
ask me what you wanna know .

1year , boy .
you know how long i've been waiting.
im trying to get over you , i cant .
i still remember that night , 1year before.
i take a step back , trying to let go.
do i still need to prove to you , i love you ?
do i still need to prove to you , i miss you ?


20090825


I'm waiting for someone to find me
Someone to pick me up

  • Get 4-5 v good for yellowform (:
  • Only MRVY went for remedial
  • Bus-ed to namdai
  • Fell into the drain
  • Leg bleed.

Finally manage to get home with my leg.
Enduring the pain now while posting.
Went Down to Namdai look for babe & Jie.
Went to Stage & went home around 7++.
While walking , Vivian fell into the drain.
as im staring at eunice while she's talking.
she's still there laughing ohhhhhh !
it bleed like idk what -.-
Damn fucking pain , but Vivian's strong !

Eunice Jie sent me to busstop (:
Love x3 , Thanks ohhh.
im currently settling with my precious injured leg.
but i just cant make myself to wash it with water.
Daddy still scold me for being stupid & came home late.
what a father , didnt even ask me whether pain anot ?
just keep saying : wash it with water , arbo how it be ok ?
-'- standard , mommy bought bandage .
so ''kua zhang''.
Photo below , dont eat okay ? (:






20090824

Our love is changed
It's not the same

  • School as usual.
  • Eat in school with MRVY
  • bus-ed to Abhy house put bag.
  • Juying sec settle taiji .
  • Melissa came to meet us
  • 850 next (:
  • took photos ( shown below)
  • True or dare with TXS & Weilin.
  • Home sweet home with MelissaT

After school went to Babe house to get changed.
Walked to Juying sec & see them talk talk .
Walked to 850 slack & photos taken .
True or dare & laughed.
went to babe house changed back.
Home With MelissaT (:









爱如果走得够远
应该也会跟幸福相见

20090822

This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
  • Sleep late
  • meet babe & MelissaT.
  • Swimming at lakeshore.
  • Babe cut hair
  • went home put bag.
  • Jurongpoint eat longjohn
  • Parc vista garden

Had tons of fun today (:
thanks for MelissaT & Babe ! :D
woke up, Babe called me & jio me to swim (:
Get things ready & went to lakeshore look for them.
SwimSwim & all the way till 3+pm.
Walk to Lakeside MRT and damn that shop.
need to wait for 1hour .
& yea , ofcourse we didnt wait .
walked to a shop that's near Parc vista .
& babe cut bangs (: cute larhs dey .
Went home & put bag & makeup -.-

Bus-ed to Jurongpoint to eat longjohn.
walked around for awhile & decided to go parc vista.
stay till 9.30 & off home put bag .
went down with Babe & sent her to busstop .
Photos below .
Vivian here cant wait for TXS outing alr.
inpatient , damn you . hahahaha !
Babe is doing blog alr (:
& jieying spend the effort to change her blogskins :D
WOWOWOW , what a day !





在那一天 是谁先说了再见
在那一天 是谁说了不要再留恋
那些回不去的从前
而如今都成为记忆中的画面

20090821

im bored , so went to look for this from my achievement.

Question 1: How long will you wait for someone you love?
Answer: i dont know how long .

Question 2: What do you hope for now?
Answer: I hope i hope ..... i can have him back.

Question 3: What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
Answer: i'll sent to everyone : let's rest in peace (:

Question 4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Answer: yea .

Question 5: What will you do if your bestfriend has been kidnapped?
Answer: Ofcourse is to find an idea to save her ?

Question 6: Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Answer: Yeah , i Seen it before

Question 7: Will you snatch your love back?
Answer: Why should i use snatch ?

Question 8: What is your desired age of marriage?
Answer: 20~24

Question 9: Are you happy with your life now?
Answer: not at all.

Question 10: What if your crush asked you out?
Answer: C'mon , so impossible can ?

Question 11: What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him?
Answer: he alr know.

Question 12: What feelings do you hate the most?
Answer: When he give me those craps.

Question 13: What will you do if you fall in love with a boy?
Answer: than like that lo , what can i do ?

Question 14: What are you looking forward in the coming weeks?
Answer: Hmm ... nothing actually.

Question 15: What is the most important thing in your life?
Answer: Everything now .

Question 16: Who do you hope to always be there for you?
Answer: MRVY, Him , Txs & slackers

Question 17: Do you find life meaningless?
Answer: i think so . but quite meaningful sometimes


Question 18: Where do you think can true love be found?
Answer: found in the world !

Question 19: Do you believe that there's true love?
Answer: Somehow.

Question 20: What is your greatest wish?
Answer: Babe last long & him to be back to me.

Question 21: What will you change if you could turn back time?
Answer: i'll changed the date & back to sep3

20090820

I've just started to learn,
there's no such things like fairy tales

  • lesson per usual
  • mac after school
  • parc vista slack
  • home sweet home .

D&T , 2B girls was mad , super i swear.
just because of a crockcroach.
i dont know how to spell that .
am super sorry.
went to mac with MRVY after school.
Talked with Nicole & mrvy like mad for 2hours ?

parc vista with Melissa to look for patrick.
he told us things that is so ...
make me and melissa on fire.
and yea , there we goes .
nagging , whacking , scolding & beating .
super oh my god ..
Patrick , it's aint you .

Slackers :
i hope we'll hang on .
obstacles around now,
im so troubled by those things that are happening .
i dont wanna have any quarrel nor arguement.
it aint us , like the past .

Most people who give advice do it based on their past experiences,
based on their own experience, based on their own prejudices.
Perhaps we are all afraid to make mistakes, afraid to make decisions, afraid to live with the consequences of a wrong move. That is why we seek other people’s opinions, we ask for advice, hoping to avoid other people’s mistakes, hoping to learn from other people’s lessons so that our lives will be smooth sailing. But I’ve come to realise that we learn the most when the going gets tough. We develop strengths, principles, values when things don’t go our way. That is why we just have to trust our own instincts and values to do the thing that works for us.





20090819


I can make it nice and naughty
be the devil and angel too

  • School as normal
  • Phone gone insane
  • went home after school
  • went 175 meet Mel And reena
  • meetup with peeps
  • 246 rounding
  • home

After school went to 175 .
took 240 to taman meet peeps.
Jinhan , Edwin , Ariff , Rasyid.
Mac , & went back.
Meet seha & took photos .
Gave someone a stick & give me back nextchill.
so nice of you , LOLLL !
in exchange , i've given him oreo . ;x
Took 246 one round & to Jurongpoint
i swear Melissa yuxin & me is so mad in bus
240 to boonlay & walked home

总是有些往事
我们不能够忘怀
总是有些感情
让你刻骨铭心





20090817

What am I supposed to do
Sit around and wait for you

  • movie was nice overall .
  • Vivian's guai today
  • handed in all maths worksheet
  • Gonna chiong Art later
  • finding blogskins

Eaten before going into the cinema.
1st part( orange) : Lame.
2nd part ( forest ; army ) : Scary , but nice
3rd part ( money not enough ) : interesting , touching.

Today meet melissa & off to school.
meet Jie, junyu & stanley at backgate,
went for a stick & back to school for my greentea (:
Shouldnt elaborate too much .
anyway , handed in my maths worksheet,
which makes me feel like i've released some stress :D
Let mabel yeong check Yellow form & went Boonlay.
Meetup with Jianyuan , Alvin & Hongming.
went after awhile, stomach cramp.
Girls should know uhh , Damn f up .

爱也可以走过挽留
轻轻握住双手
一秒就够 不孤单寂寞



20090815















I try to walk away ,
but my feet just wont let me

  • Photos uploaded
  • Meet with babe & eunice jie
  • Slack & meet SODSOD ! :D
  • TMR MOVIE ! :D

okay , let's see.
Around 1+ meet Babe & off to CJ building ,
but aint open D;
Eaten long john & bus-ed to Boonlay meet Eunice jie.
186 > namdai .
Babe's baby came after awhile .
Slacked & meet Sodsod .
Talk craps & laugh a lot .
HAHAHAHA !
Home-d around 10.

看住时间
别让它在再流浪
从前我太适应悲伤


20090814

Things aren't the way They were before
You wouldn't even Recognise me anymore

  • Reena's sick ( get well soon )
  • PE felldown , but no pain alr .
  • Edgerton give fair for yellowform ( damn )
  • Going out with Melissa & Yuxin ( dont know reena going a not )
  • Movie postpone to Sunday (:
  • Went Boonlay > Jurongpoint > Namdai > home.
  • Meetup with melissa yuxin eunice and BABE ! :D
  • home around 11.30.

Gonna rush now , Later melissa scold me D;
HAHAHAH ! okay , mad .
just bathed , wonder how to get money from ahma ;x
home-d late later (:
Goodbye lovely.

Edited (:
Went to 175 buy cig & off to Jurongpoint with melissa & yuxin.
Walked around & went to some blocks crap.
called Slackers & decided not to go anymore.
after that Called babe & went to meet her at namdai .
meetup with Eunice & waikit , Waikit left after awhile.
walked to 941 to talk all the way till 10+.
Eunice keep scare me larhh D;
Had fun with you guys x3
me love mrvy , txs & slackers.

爱要学着开始学着结束
与其在爱恨之间反反复复
着末爱对谁都没好处
我终于到现在才恍然大悟
我们谁都无法将谁说服