爱情是什么

melisecond post uh ? too bored

Q1:如果看到自己最爱的人熟睡在你面前你会做什么?

♥ 陶醉。:D

Q2:写首自己最喜爱的歌？

♥ its too much for me to list out . {shake it}

Q3:当你最不知道穿什么颜色的时候，你会选择什么颜色？

♥ Black :D

Q4:2008 年你最后悔的一件事是什么？

♥ agreed with the broke up .

Q5:曾经有过最被感动的事是什么?

♥ forgotten

Q6:比较喜欢爸爸还是妈妈?

♥ i both also love :D

Q7:你最想要的5样东西：

♥ KYW , Time , family , money , friends !

Q8:最后一次发自内心的笑是什么时候：

♥ yesterday (:

Q9:如果给你一个机会去世界上任何一个地方旅行 :

♥ singapore (:

Q10:如果时间能倒流你希望回到哪一天：

♥ 270808 .

Q11:你心目中理想的爱人是什么样子呢?

♥ Looking , nice attitude , caring and bla ~

Q12:最想实现的三个愿望是什么?

♥ 愿望 ? Hmm , Him to come back to me :D go out with him again & one more , shhhh ...

Q13:如果让你拥有一种超能力，你愿意拥有什么呢？为什么？

♥ make wishes come true

Q14:最喜欢哪部电影？

♥ none , maybe l change the world ? :X

Q15:与喜欢的人见面, 想要穿成什么样?

♥ simple , B&W :D

Q16:如果有来生，你选择当...

♥ myself (:

Q17 最喜欢吃的食物?

♥ fastfoood :D swweeeeett.

Q18:如何向喜欢的人表白?

♥ like this and like that .

Q19:如果你爱的人不爱你怎么办？

♥ 就这样咯，勉强是不会有幸福的

Q20:你会选择having *** before marriage?

♥ -.-

Q21:如果有一天，你生命中最重要的东西离你而去了，你会怎么办?

♥ ohplease , i'll break down .

Q22:世界末日，你会幸存，并且你可以救一个人，你会怎么做？

♥ KYW ! (: arbo all die lo.

Q23:如果让你选择做一个电影中的角色,你会选谁呢?

♥ eat sleep eat sleep de (:

Q24:你在乎别人看你的眼光吗？会为了众人的反对放弃自己想要的东西或人吗？

♥ 我会在乎，　可是不会为了众人的反对而放弃任何一样东西。

Q25:想要拥有一个怎样的圣诞？

♥ with him

Q26: 请自己选一种死法?

♥ can dont die ? :X

Q26:你认为人为什么要睡觉?

♥ bcos ........... so ............

Q27:你喜欢你自己吗?

♥ 你有所不知，自从爱上他以后，我也爱自己。

Q28:用一首歌的歌词来形容你对你喜欢/爱的人的感觉?

♥ right now .

Q29: 男人和女人的区别是什么?

♥ stupid question.

Q30:你最喜欢说的一句话是？

♥ mei you maooooo ~

Q31:你有男(女)友了吗?

♥ guess ? :X

Q32:你最喜欢什么动画片?

♥ doraemon :D &&& detective conan ! !!!

Q33:你讨厌怎么样的人?

♥ norhhhh ~

Q34:你觉得人死有来世吗？

♥ (:

Q35:爱情与面包，你如何选择？

♥ 爱情 ? stupid

Q36:理想中的生活是什么样子的?

♥ Happy & attached to a goooooodguy !

Q37:爱你的人和你爱的人，你选择谁？

♥ the one i love

Q38:你觉得什么样的朋友才值得你说出心里的话?

♥ dhehhhhh ~

Q39:男女之间有纯洁的友情吗

♥ :D:D

Q40:在你的眼里什么是永恒的?

♥ nothing .

Q41:如果生活中只剩下一种颜色了，你希望是那一种？

♥ SIAO ~

Q42:如果叫你杀死你身边的一个朋友,你会杀死哪个?

♥ no one :D

Q43:你喜欢穿什么颜色的内裤？

♥ can shut up maa ?

Q44:你曾经是否真爱过一个人?

♥ now ?

Q45: 你最想看见的东西是？

♥ him infront of me smiling (:

Q46:你记得父母的生日？

♥ yes (:

Q47:你最喜欢的季节是哪个？

♥ autumn and and and winter

Q48:最难忘的一件事是什么？

♥ when we broke up.

Q49:回答这些问题的时候你想什么呢?

♥ KYW

Q50：你的快乐常常源于什么？

♥ MRVY & korkor ~

Q51:你想过离家出走吗?

♥ NOPE ! ( :

Q52:你最忘不了的瞬间是什么时候?

♥ depends :D

Q53: 你觉得梦是什么?

♥ illusion. imaginary

Q54:你相信有外星人吗?

♥ ohplease.

Q55: 到目前为止，自己拥有着最贵的东西是?

♥ nothing . friendship (: & mrvy .

Q56:一个人的时候会觉得寂寞还是自由?

♥ 寂寞!!!!

Q57：现在心情怎么样？

♥ okay okay laa , blur .__.

Q58:不开心的时候,你会做什么?

♥ sleeeep ~ find people entertain .

Q59: 现在最想对谁说一句什么话？

♥ to someone , that's all .

Q60：你觉得人的一生最大的追求是什么？

♥ Achieve what they want!

Q61:怎么样才算有意义滴一生?

♥ hmm , idk .

为什么还爱你

Yesterday after school went to watch wedding game :D

ofcourse with MRVY ! (:

Schoool was to slack today (:

recieved one msg that spoil my mood before movie starts.

& cant get myself to be in the mood of watching movie .

MRVY knows what im refering to ? :X

if the msg really did say out what you wanted to say.

i've nothing to do anymore , im tired of trying so hard .

and yet you replied that .

ya , i admit that i hate when you reply me one word by one word .

you aint the one in the past that always replying & msging me .

i really do miss you , every single second .

trying to msg you to get myself cheeredup.

and have already prepared for the worst .

didnt know that im so irritating aint it ?

trying to control myself not to cry ,

trying to get over it with all my might.

each time i try , i break down and cry .

didnt really wanna know the reason why .

if you really think im so irritating ,

i guess you may just tell me .

dont have the need to turn one big round .

cos im already used being hurt .

boy , tell me what you really think .

i guess we are fading away ,

after some people appear .

i didnt really have the time to be with you alone .

i guess they've alreay replaced me in your heart .

like how mrvy does ,

why you aint there anymore ?

我好累，好累。

same routine !!! (:

in school was boredzxc .

ayin & bowen didnt come D:

left me emo emo .
PE change teacher ! {goodthing}

LOL. than than after school

yuxin reena tio staybackkkkk !

wtff ? vivian becoming guai-er :D !

i've done my work okay okay ?

as for EL and maths . i gived up D:

didnt really interested in those shittt.

as for melissa , bad to worst .

tsk tsk ! D:

cheyy , she'll kill me :X

after school went play poker .

MRVY aint gambling okay ?

we use maths de :D

lovess ,

Reena's M_____ faster go counselling laa.

fucker, scold me for nothing .

after school hang out my mother also didnt huanlo .

you think what ?

we're those friends that will harm reena uh .

shenjingbing , get things right okay ?

we didnt do anything , just hanging out after school together.

what , what kind of friends we are .

kaobei , i'll prove to you okay ?!

somemore bcos reena accidently delete your things ,

you started scold here & there ,

i go your house , not your ''chu qi tong'' horh !

HMPH !

REENA ! better study hard uhh !

dont let me become the victim once again .

我真的哭了.

就这样被你的冷落淹没,

早就预演了结局.

却还要死死的走下去.

以为可以得到你的情.

到最后却输了我的心.

别让我哭,

真心不是赌注.

除了你宁愿孤独.

Outside I see the rain is falling,

Inside I'm slowly dying.

But the rain will hide my crying,

Don't you know my tears are meant for you .

我为什么还爱你?

Back posting .

LOLOLOLOLOLOL !

Im happy happy happy can ? :X

cos cos cos , i've my new phone (:

ILOVEMRVYTOTHECOREEEEEE ! (:

today school nothing muchhhh ,

same routine .

after school went mac with melissa & yuxin.

reena has something on .

than eat finish le , saw melvin ? :X

blabla ~

than off back boonlay buy handphone .

my angbao money no more le :X

fuckzxc sia .

one time all booooom .

disappear .

thanks to the lady boss uh , give me one cover ;D

recieved alyssa msg saying she's in singapore , such a random one uh .

than went reena house slack & slowly use the handphone .

reena & yuxin dont like ):

than went home :D:D:D

thanks selas baby ! i love you uh .

hm , wish you faster find your ''bai ma wang zi''

then must tell me okay ? (:

boy , just love me one last time .

& i promise i'll handle it with care.

iloveyouso

i wont let you go again .

please know that iloveyou so i dont want lose you again.

想要的，你能不能给我？

Today it's 27th (:

yesterday went to bainian .

than at night went to cousin house ,

slept & was sent home at 7am+this morning .

Argg , didnt even had enough sleep can ? :X

such a pig .

haaas !

me & melissa asking THEM stupid questions aint it ? :X

bla replied le .

quite funny then .

How many months did i cling onto?

from august`08 till now ya ?

270808 - 270109.

what a pro i am .

i've been suffering throughout those days .

thought that you'll be back .

everything always end up diferently as i thought.

i dont want let go , its not a goodbye .

我只想要你

yesterday staying at home the whole day tilllll .....

my mum want me go imm shop (:

with aunty and cousin :D

meet yuxin at imm & started to shop for things.

didnt really buy anything yesterday.

bored yo .

till around 1am+ than reach home -.-

they don't see what lies beneath my smile,

It appears that I'm okay.

And I moved on when you walked away,

But the truth is since you said goodbye.

I'm invisibly shaken and quietly breakin,

'Desperately takin' one breath at a time.

Beneath this composure I know it's over

kept thinking what should i do to let you go.

what should i do for forget you .

KYW , i just want you back , cant i ?

i guess its really difficult .

我已经尽力了

back back !

22/1/09

School aint fun -.-

Ms yeong catch us .

running out of class w/o permission.

stupid ms Leong !

so stupid de sia , -.-

after school went to look for ms LEONG !

to apologise . { ms yeong want us say de}

if didnt say cant leave the school uh.

saw himmm quite lot of times yo ! (:

than went to bugis ,

buy new year clothes (:

saw eunice yinsin they all .

whatever ~

23/1/09

normal day ;D

New year celebration & class reunion.

quite fun anyway :D:D:D:D

damn lot of food sia .

stupid , than assembly for 1hour ~ 2hours plus.

like wth ?

we're not joining media anymore.

they cant accept for who we are anyway .

So tired of tears,

So done with wishin you were still here.

Said I'm so sick of love song,

so sad and slow.

Why can't I turn off the radio?

& stop thinking of you ?

im already did a lot aint it ?

im tired of suffering & looking at you .

when im the only one who does it .

我该做的都做了。

告诉我该则么作。

你才会回到我身边。

只能够恨我自己太笨

It was just my mistake
Thinking you cared
It was just my mistake
Thinking you'd be there
That you'd be by my side

today is what a suey day -.-

dont wish to mention anything . 

stupid day isnt it ? -.-

after school went home right after finish playing basketball awhile .

than home play computer till now .

when can i get back my phone laaaa  ! 

fucker ~ im emo w/o handphone .

i was a fool for you,
Right from the start.
Hoping for a spark.
For some kind of sign,
That you would be mine.
I know it's wrong , I do

for hanging on so long .

but i rather be wrong forever if you'll be back.

i always wonder , thinking over & over again.

i guess there's not much hope anyway .

haaas ~ 

只能够恨我自己太笨，

可是我很满足了，

因为我曾经拥有。

原来你并不属于我

__ today aint in any good mood uh

lesson before recess was so slack :D

than after that everything got mess up .

so stupid ?

especially the stupid mother tongue & our last lesson.

mother tongue was damn dulan with the stupid teacher,

didnt do anything yet want us change seats.

cant she really think , this is the third time that we change okay ?

we your dog sibo ? want change jiu change , want sit where jiu sit where.

we aint okay? we've our own right .

quarrel with teacher & was damn fed-up.

others lesson shall skip , so boreddddd .

last lesson ,

finish decorating the whole class uh,

when i've really nothing to do , i used my handphone .

haaaaaaaaaaaaaas !

&& i gonna tell you , its confiscated by ng siew tuan.

nabei lo , kanina .. you do your thing , i nothing to do use phone cant uh ?

stupid , somemore i type msg till half way -.-

honggan laa horh . Zzzz

was damn angry that time , so anyhow shout & scold people.

did i offends anyone ?

i didnt even care what they did , just shout : diam la ! ccb .

LOL ! sorry uh .

hmm , visit mr nur :D

he say call my mother call him & talk talk .

want talk jiu talk lo , see how long can you talk,

i just want my handphone back laaaa.

went makan at boonlay & go home :D

It never crossed my mind at all.

That's what I tell myself,

What we had has come and gone.

You're better off with someone else,

It's for the best, I know it is.

But I see you,

Sometimes I try to hide.

What I feel inside and I turn around.

You're with her now,

I just can't figure it out.

我知道这样不好,

也知道你的爱只能那么少.

最怕你把沉默,

当做对我的回答.

原来你什么都不想要

爱了就不计任何代价

today damn slacking day .
almost 3 lesson was out of the class ,
was like woohhhhhh ~ ~ ~ ?


than stay back after school help out the stupid notice board.
-.-mdm wang want de standard high sia , dumbo.
after school straight away go home . :D
today im guaikia ! :D
others day too .
seriously dont feel like going for any cca -.-
i rather slack slack .
haiis , whatever .


Horny lorry : cheerup laaaaa (:
geeeeees , ill entertain you today alright ? (: x3
make you high , try my best laa.


boy,
all the things that I regret,
Are all the things I've said before.
Hard to ignore,
I'd like you even more.
this confidence I lack,
Now is the time to make things right
say you hardly know,
exactly who i am.
so hard to understand,
i knew right from the start.
the way i felt inside,if you read my mind,
if you tell you don't need me anymore . D:
i just want it to continue .

the day after tomorrow

{i guess im random}

photo with i went for the cellgroup outing -.-

si zi lu kou .

today went slacking with liping awhile ,

than MRVY together .

junlong came & lend us his bike.

played with malays kids :D

they're so damn cute uh ! (:

especially the big big eye de 2years old kid.

today keep thinking about the past.

it seems to stupid am i right ?

i'm tired of myself,
I'm so tired of my lies
I'm tired of the secrets that i've keep
I'm so tired of looking inside myself
Trying to find something
I'm getting tired of everything around .

Say its the end of everything ,

say its the end of my love ,

& i will be real glad standing here alone.

facing the fours walls around .

its doesnt really matter when i start thinking about it .

Well i guess i should be satisfied,

cos you did say you love me before in the past.

just cant you say it again ,

making me leaving you w/o any fear of losing you.

would you be happier when i say boy , i've given up .

would you be happier when i say , boy , i dont love you anymore.

oh god , just let me be the one he love again .

and i'll swear , i wont be the one leaving . 

haas , tell you what .

im so stupid to ask stupid question .

i guess he really dont want patch ,

am i thinking too much?

i've cried real hard yesterday.

i dont need you okay ?

but i need him .

he just wont understand the feeling of being rejected .

am i right ?

i really hope there will be a chance ,

and i will let the past be back here in present.

i just want you back , 270808

so im back from outside .

aint feeling really good today.

skip everything in school , cos it aint interesting .

after school , yuxin come my house awhile .

than went slack & eat .

off to boonlay meet junlong jianyuan they all .

i can tell that its damn sian can ? -.-

after that mrvy go 207 there slack ,

watch the stars & listening to songs.

something aint really good happen ,

&& i really was so stupid .

i burst into tears why they listening to songs.

I just can't get you out of my mind

I never can say goodbye

Do you even realize

The sorrow I have inside

I try and try

To deny that I need you.

But its all what im use to think.

Deep inside , there's a lot more things i've to say.

You just walk by

Don't care to see me cry

And here I am,

Still holding on

I can't accept,

that you're gone .

we cant even communicate really well.

i guess im crying for the past we had & the love i gave.

its seems to disappear in thin air ,

everything & you.

you'll never try to understand me ,

never try to ask me why ,

never try to hear me out .

you just cant give me a chance to make things clear,

didnt even give me time to prove you wrong .

i dont understand why ,

did you just acting the way you love me in the past,

or isit that you really did love me before.

im really confused & i want know what you're really thinking .

i guess im getting tired of everything & myself.

i dont want be myself anymore , 

the strong one , brave one , active one .

i'll be the one who's really getting stress & tired of things around .

Even though i trying to make myself over come everything that might happen,

or anything that will happen .

like what you always say when we're together ,

you say you'll be there for me , when im troubled.

so ... where're you now ?

you left me with an empty promise & a broken heart .

 that's not what i really want .

i thought we'll last , yet you're acting weirdly .

even now , the msges .

i really cant take it anymore boy.

im sorry for the past,

why cant you just give me another chance to prove it to you again ? 

i wonder how long can i still hang on .

i just want you to know .
That i have been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there’s a day you will come back to me .
But still I have to say
I wont do it all again
 just want you to know , i love you like before.

& wont let go ever again .

today lesson was damn slack .

mdm wang scolded reena for her attitude .

is like wtf ? 

than Duhh want me go disiao mdm wang,

gei siao say want ask questions , than i walk out lo.

-.- damn asshole can ?

i laugh like hell today :D

thanks to ayin bowen isaac jinhan reena melissa yuxin -.-

damn stupid , i love our EL homework .

oh im so weird right ? 

whatever ~ 

heeees ! today talked to him .

& it's such a finally get to talk to him .

during maths period okay okay !?

heeeeees ! i still do , do love your sweet smile .

leon tan wei xiang ! (: 

is your name big enough ? :X 

That since i lost you,
I lost myself.
No I can’t fake it,
cos There’s no one else like how i did.

its such a stupid act , yet im hanging on .

suddenly feel like blogging .

everything was fine today .

mothertongue , our first conversation this year . 

one sentence -.-

whatever..

i guess i can cope up with the maths already (:

wow ! welldone vivian .

thanks bowen for helping anyway :D

others lesson make me falling asleep ya ?

after school , went reena's house .

sleep awhile , watching little nyonya, run run run .

damn tired can ? -.-

than than .. home around 7pm.

maybe my heart is what i could blame.

when i walk through the pain & fear.

you were certainly disappear.

im running out of blood & hope

I've got too much on my mind
I think of everything to be discovered
I hope there's something to find
Searching for the time that has gone so fast
The time that I thought would last

& the times when i thinking how long can i hang on.

back ;D

today in school , same bus as jianyuan and hongming kor.

than in school normal , see his face then assembly -.- 

lesson was damn bored till i wanna sleep can * yawn*

than stupid mother tongue teacher , for nothing change our seats -.-

1 girl with 3 boys one group. 

me , jefferson , yewweng , bowen { one group }

isaac, chinchye,edwin , melissa { one group }

reena , yuxin , kahmeng , _____ ? {one group }

damn sian can ?

wonder should be happy or sad -.-

hmm , after school 

{ skip some part }

went to s-11 eat with mrvy .

make my day bright sia .

we keep play a game , 1.2.3.4.

choose a number ;D

tmr shall play again :D

than than , reena went bugis .

me melissa and yuxin slack awhile, while writing something .

yuxin came my house after that .

8+ went home .

wow , cooooool .

i wonder & wonder.

i thought i was always that strong w/o you.

just realised actually im not , i'll break down anytime , anywhere.

w/o you , im so lifeless.

k__, why cant you just treat me like before ?

why things change when people made a mistake ? 

i just want you back , its aint too much ?

i swear i'll love you with my whole heart 

i just want it for the last time ,

boy , just say i love/hate you.

& i'll leave/stay.

went meet txs- abegail , lexian , yinsin , eunice ;D

slacking all the way & watch mvp valentine.

was touch-ed , thinking while watching

{boy , what are you doing ? }

home around 6+pm

you know i really love you

You just don't realize

You've never been there before,

I know that I’ve made a few mistakes

But never thought things would turn out this way

Doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone.

im already trying my very best , letting things go right.

i know im always not that strong , 

but im just acting that way throughout everything .

im tired , what done cant be undone .

you leave me w/o saying a goodbye .

i miss you the way i did in the past .

the way ,  i love you too .

tears , blood , broken are everything i did.

you just dont know how much im hurt ,

how much im broken .

& how many tears i've shed .

我快要坚持不住了，

等待是我为你付出的代价。

哭泣是我为你付出的全部。

放手一搏，我会好好爱。

也同时会好好过。

 

you know i still cant get over it ? 

i still love you like how i always does.

normal day (:

went to meet abegail yinsin lexian at taman .

than go yinsin stead de house .

than went to 399 makan , 

after that go lan .

heees ! that boy name-d _____ ! 

{didnt went to settle things -.-}

aunty come and fetch me at taman (:

than bring me to hospital visit gonggong .

oh , heartache uh ? -.-

than back to chuachukang ,

ben is still sleeping , ken's is not home .

the purpose we came home is to fetch them go eat -.-

than play audi awhile , jiu go le .

fetch ken at limbang , than went to 504 .

meet melissa , go up 504 .

than than , go home ;D

even though i take a long long time trying.

but i still failed to forget you .

your answer just too straight , aint it ?

i really hope i do have a chance ,

have the chance to tell you i love you & be loved by you again.

Y______ , i love you 

{REENA IS SOD ! }

stupid jinhan , you're the one -.-

whatever ! REENA ! wake up -.-

Im back yo ! 

today school was damn slack  (: 

LOLLLL ! 

{ reena is sod here }

after school saw junlong ;D

pei him go 186 slack till jianyuan and hongming come.

they send me and melissa till reena's house outside .

sms someone & jianyuan -.-

alright , im really very tired of everything .

seems that's how it ends ,

i shall just let you go .

i really have got nothing to say .

what can i really do ?

im really tired , 

i cant do anything .

but asking myself how can i get you back ?

when can i hear you say i love you again.

i cant stop myself from loving ,

i cant stop myself from letting hurt .

boy , you just dont understand why.

loving you cause me hurt so much.

every min , & those thoughts running through my mind.

all are being back by your side.

就是因为太爱你，才选择了放弃。

我心里有好多好多话要跟你说。

没有你的日子，你知道我多痛苦吗？

你知道当我想到你和我的回忆，我又有多么伤心吗？

想到你的时候，你知道我有多么想你吗？

可是看到了你的微笑，让我觉得很满足了。

只想让你知道，我爱你。

thanks melissa YO ! (:

&& iris Mei , cheerup okay ?

往事从提是折磨，

应不应该会到过去？

Hello people ! :D

today in school was as normal .

take bus with mrvy.

morning went down to look for alyssa .

saw yewweng at the staircase -.-

after that , pass alyssa her drinks .

went up meet mrvy in class (:

morning flag raising shall just skip .

after recess got assembly .

damn sian bodoh !

i felling asleep le can ?!

Zzzzzzz ! stupid .

have our last lesson with 2c ;D

after school went meet alyssa again.

cab-ed to gekpoh meet eunice abhy & jasmin :D

everything goes fine .

than home :D

yuxin look for me around 8+pm.

than went downstair slack .

got dongdongqiang :D

went to greet my godfather .

lmao ! sound weird .

whatever ~ (:

mummy always want me greet , 

than greet le , she give me $10 uh ! 

super shiok :D

wont be seeing godfather anymore ? 

after tmr , tmr must go down pray again .

argg , nvm ;D

gtg , do homework ! 

i didnt know i'll fall for you again .

i just want you by my side once more .

all i wish is to be with you .

我想要的爱呢？

我想要的，你是不是能够给我？

我不想要的，何时才能消失？

Booooohoooo (:

just back from watching little nyonya .

love watching it so much .

heees ! maybe i skip this part ? :X

today , went school .

changed seats , teacher talk talk .

than awhile jiu go home le .

i group with bowen , isaac & ayin yo ! 

quite happy laa , at least its better -.-

than around me is those joker -.-

jinhan is behind me , 

jefferson is behind that group .

than bowen -.-

thanthan amirah ! -.-

hoohoo , i know you people are just jealous .

okay whatever , dont scold me for typing all that -.-

after school , went to yuxin house awhile .

than jiu go find eunice abegail jasmin ;D

slack in macdonald , than saw lexian (:

her friend also name-d vivian oh ! :X

than went walking around find place to slack.

than after that went find marcus de sister -.-

than talk alot of things , we didnt bully okay ?

so dont worry , she's quite cute (:

better than the brother :X

:X:X:X than went home after that .

basketball court there got dont know call what thing .

than i dont feel like going there , always call ahma go home .

my brother play marbles with {bla}.

super lol can ?

now im hungry , but i dont wanna eat -.-

dont feel like eating uh ! 

dont know why , finding the olivia ong de ru yan .

super super difficult , sogou dont have sia ):

maybe everything need to go to an end 

im tired , really

是不是因为我太爱你？

i fear that i might be wrong ,

by loving you so much.

我害怕我太爱你, 让自己很想见到你.

read-ed our history again .

went back to place where our  memories being .

now its all blank , w/o you and me .

thought of waiting , but end up walking away .

i bet you didnt even thought of me & those past .

shall i start anew & give up ?

seems it's a new year , new start .

Today damn stupid ,

thanks reena for that wonderful times .

schooling again tmr , i swear it'll end up bored .

seems like didnt go school for years ;D

Reena , Melissa better dont late (:

arbo treat drinks uhhh ! :D

*evil laughter.

alright , im just to bored , and just read those history -.-

a lot of memories can . Zzzz  

first day of school.

eat my shit laa -.-

5.30am wake up .

go school with mrvy , in bus saw jianyuan & hongming.

than reach school around 6+.

principal speech & descipline check.

say what future school will lead to a good future -.-

goshh laa , than talk very long 

sleep awhile than ms ng come infront of me 

ms ng : vivian , you dye your hair uh .

i say : no la , natural okay ? 

{awhile later }

mr nur say : pull out those who's hair is not acceptable.

ms ng : vivian stand .

i say : for what ? i told you is natural de liao . -.- *standup.

ms ng : melissa also stand .

i say : -.- ..........................

rofl ! 

stupid sia , went into class 1/5 for 2hours+

slack inside with jinhan , melissa , edwin .

than awhile he call us call parents .

than call , mr lim say go home .

{ that time is 10am+}

than go home lo , go eat mac with melissa.

than off back to boonlay .

go home change & eat.

than go out meet abegail & Blaa .

than slack around .

melissa from leonard house come meet me .

than awhile go liao .

i awhile jiu go reena house .

the '' pao bu ji '' very fun okay ?

running while watching tv.

than come my house here play vb .

go makan than they go home le .

first day of school stupid fuck up -.-

5.30am wake up , just wanna go school.

in the end kana send back.

waste-d 3 hours in school okay ?!

form-teacher only what , like my mother like that .

teacher nags more than my mother-.-

dumb , give me that face for.

you think i see your face very happy uh .

i even wish i can change teacher or dont see you forever lehs .

dont even trust your student , dont ever want me give you good attitude laa -.-

say didnt dye le , still cant -.-

laugh out loud ! 

whatever , need  suffer for one more year . 

ARGG ! nvm nvm nvm ! 

i can take it ,

be good to me , i'll be good too .

if you make me torture for times , i'll too -.-

so whatever -.- 

stupid ng siew tuan ! 

 

HAPPY FOUR YEARS BABE !

time really flies , primary 5 till now uh ! 

didnt quarrel uh ! (:

iloveyou uh , will meet you often.

spend a lot of days together this holiday.

w/ loves. 

yesterday last day of 2008 .

goodbye 2008 , hello 2009 ;D

went escape with abhy and eunice ,

than went back , meet mrvy .

after that went to countdown.

went 186 talk talk talk .

than go 3rd floor.

saw marcus And his friends .

than abhy and eunice busy .

went countdown .

10 .9.8.7.6.5.4..3.2.1.

no more 2008 .

damn fun ! :X

after that went find jasmin ,

slack till awhile yinsin & her boyf came.

than slack till around 5+ , 

send eunice home , than go back again.

dont know we do what , than the sun rise le .

LOL . play-ed basketball at 850 there.

babe came my house sleep from 10+am ~ 3+pm.

didnt sleep throughout the whole midnight.

tired sia ! -.-

wake up go boonlay ,

do things , find people . 

than babe went home .

im here blogging !  (:

let's start anew shall we?