im not missing you

Holding on , cause i want you to know.

i still want you.

time check : 3.37am.

im so tiredd.

long time seems i didnt sleep till this late.

sorry , but you know.

imma mama girl that sleep early.

babe is watching her show now ,

while im posting ?

get to disturb people through sms.

hmm .. finally that i get my unlimited sms (:

new phone too , due to my stupid phone that cant be charge.

went to bugis today got nothing.

&&& !

stayed at playground for like 2hours .

decided to go back to babe house .

tiring, boring, sleepy.

cant help it ;x

tmr school re-open ;x

im happy & seriously excited.

crapping now.

im hungry D;

yuxin ah yuxin ! :D

how you make it through the whole night alone ? -.-

buitahan , no cig alr .

none of the shops was open too.

what a life today.

nvm (:

imma a strong girl *smile!*

alright , gotta stop.

get something else to do ;D

i know it hurts

Remember you made me cry.

currently at babe house ! (:

as you see , i dont have internet at home uh.

anw, gtg and meet Yinsin soon.

hmm .. went rebonding.

there's no need for you to give comment.

i know it look ugly . D;

but too bad , what done cant be undone.

same things happen , nothing new and special.

but yesterday was funny.

shouldnt say about it, people wil feel xiasuey.

LOLLL !

Yuxin uh , how long didnt see you alr huh ! D;

miss you badly, meetup soon okay ?

let's not wait for schoo re-open than meet .

Remembering me

I wish that i could believe,

that someday you'll come back to me

This few days was always with babe.

she arh , haiis .....

things happen this few days.

relationship between my mother & babe went well.

went out till 11+ went home .

meetup with slackers,

slack , home.

MRVY i miss you D;

i long time didnt see you all alr lah.

anw , i guess my blog is gonna be dead.

my internet thingy has been confiscated.

so cant blog often,

& ya , ofcourse my tagboard.

hmm ... before i forget .

i wonder if my mother alr know about my phone bill.

jialat .. didnt know i use too much.

goodness gracious.

i should jolly well cut down.

sentosa trip was cancelled today.

due to some reason

&&&& !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICCO (:

心会累 心会碎
可是心更怕后悔
我不要完美
只要能给你我的一切
错过谁
我都没有重要一点点的感觉

i'll be there till the end of the time

But forgive me, love
I can't turn and walk away this way

Post Post Post (:

i feel like ,

it doesnt matter whether i post a not lo.

it'll be a long post k ?

tahan awhile.

i swear MRVY w/o me is great today .

ohwell , shall not talk about that .

let's be happy like just now (:

Morning Babe called me & tell me she's under my block alr.

worst is that im still in my bed , gonna chiong.

meet her & call kor ;x

didnt know he's still sleeping .

went eat LongJohn with babe.

saw zhiwei & Audrey at Jurongpoint .

searching around for lighter,

saw Basketballer.

we're like dumb in jurongpoint .

Walk back from Jurongpoint to Boonlay.

went up to Kor's house to wait for him .

went arcade meet Junyu patrick .

bored till i need play psp ;D

Babe went to fetch Yinsin & went up look for them.

Abegail , you better dont break the promise .

if not i'll sure be angry .

kor they all worry babe will do something ,

so i went home with her & she cook for me noodle !

went 217 look for others .

didnt know that police came ,

im still happily smoking & playing around with the cat.

Alvin do hand sign & tell me -.-

everyone went up to playground .

Abhy dulan for idk reason & start being a ''devil'' oh !

scold ehemm* like *ehemm.

right abhy ? (:

Junlong and Abhy went down to take cig that we hide .

They saw people fucking -.-

babe report to cisco & catch the people.

pity the people uh , do case also cant do in peace ;D

went to cc to slack , talk craps.

do funny stuff & laugh together (:

i miss wuyuxin badly D;

sorry Loves,

i cant made it today , as im not free .

will try to be free okay ?

you all also enjoy yourself what .

dont need me de lah horh ?

Abegail babe ,

remember what i say hor,

we wont be angry as we know there's a reason.

you promise me that's the last time .

4years , just a promise .

please dont break it .

i dont you to do it behind me .

我还以为 是个幻觉
认识第一天 就变成永远
初恋像一个秋千 回荡心里面

Just aint what it used to be ;

even though the feeling's been gone i just wanna be here
to pick up the little pieces of remains

so , i've pangseh this blog for 8 days ? ;x

im sorry for it , hehe .

i haven been posting as im busying watch my show .

few things happen this few days,

between relationship, friendship & class outing.

i can say that nothing end up great .

it's not how it used to be .

went out to meet patrick at 3.50pm.

Junlong, Hongming, Jianyuan, Junyu, David, Noel, Alvin, Stanley came.

they went swimming -.-

i've injured my little finger & foot .

hahahaha ! thanks for Hongming & the cat.

ohwell , shall stop posting ?

im lazyyyy .

& ohya , Abegail babe, Reena baby & dear readers

i've posted alr okay ? (:

photo on june 12 ( "class outing")

这一次问我自己都说我毫不悔意
爱上你终于我发现我还有勇气
为你我觉得遗憾的是我不够自信
不了解你说了一些话的用

If i stay the same , how long will i last ?

No matter what I do how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why

 

im a mamagirl today ! (:

didnt went out for the day entire day ! 

can say im a goodgirl .

out of a sudden, i miss RVY so much D;

i miss schooling too . 

Vincent's coming back tmr . *rolleyes.

as for tmr , Baobao jio me out oh ! (:

same people , same thing , same jokes.

getting so bored . D;

Where're you slackers ?

days w/o them is worst of all .

im waiting for 10.30pm.

People know why , ask me (:

im so gonna laugh my ass out later on.

while waiting , i've changed my blogskin.

Tag me if you want me to link you up k ? :D ! 

count down loves, now it's 9.10pm only.

爱是折磨人的东西
却又不舍得这样放弃.

爱是我唯一的秘密
让人心碎却又著迷

Who could know the emptiness inside

i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Finally bought a birthday present for Hongming kor (:

an early birthday wish oh .

must grow up , like me ! (: 

&& also i've bought myself a new notebook ;D

three cheers, mommy pay for it .

went to IMM with mom and bro in the morning .

Great singapore sales (GSS) ,

as you know , all those aunties love it .

eat and went to popular for my notebook.

after that is minitoon for kor's present.

hope you like it , boys things aint that easy to buy.

Cab to 217 to meet slackers with my bubble ! :D

blow throughout the time till police came.

there you're again , im sick of meeting you .

i wanna get myself some shorts lah D;

damn that father , excuses.

nvm ! (:

tmr going out again ,

meet him , kahmeng & melissa.

ohya ! &&&& ABEGAIL BABE ! 

remember you said that you'll meet me tmr horh.

*wink..

it's a beautiful day ! :D 

为了你我付出的最多
为什么让这感情支离破碎
没有你属于我的世界
祈求每一夜都能安然入睡
真的不相信你能忘了一切

  

Imagining not the real thing.

i walk away alone at night ,

trying to figure out things by myself .

went out with peeps this two days.

zhiwei , reena , melissa , jinhan & kahmeng.

uh , had fun (:

should not talk about it now .

things are going through my mind .

& ya , what those msg meant ?

wtf is he msging ? -.-

im trying hard alr .

i've alr forgotten about the past.

thanks for the msg that you sent wrongly .

think i'll stay here awhile to get things right.

i promise to stay myself when you're away.

i promise not to mind if you go your way & i go on with mine.

i promise not to cry even you're better off with someone else .

iloveyou just three words which doesnt mean anything .

actions speak louder than word.

with no regrets , i dont mind saying goodbye.

从来没想过，

爱情会那么捉摸不定。

一直以为只要相爱就能拥有。

拥有了，就没有什么需要就求得了。

我了解，其实爱情并不那么单纯。