Sudden attraction

Such strange reaction.

Lesson change seats with Melissa,

Due to some reason aiyh (:

Lesson was usual, bored .

After school stayed back for remedial,

Went off around 3+pm.

went home change & wait for babe to reach.

Off to parc vista and meetup with others.

boyf here today oh ;D weird .__.

went off around 7pm.

Sent babe to Busstop & now im home (:

Never leave me again alright ? (:

你就是我唯一
永远永远不要怀疑
我把你当作我的空气
如此形影不离
我大声说我爱的就是你

I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me

Dont know what did my uncle do to my lappy,

so i can use it for maybe today .

had fun this few days & somethings troubled.

& ofcourse, something shocking aiyh.

i wonder how long will this last .

Tmr it's someone's birthday oh ;D

Bye people , lazy post alr .

这一次我想我真的懂
一半幸福不一定快乐
谢谢是你 让我懂了
面对心痛 也舍得放手

No photo as im using Melissa's computer.
Tags replied :
Reena: lame. lying on the stupid bed .___.
someone : ohhohhhhhh .
Jinhan : hmmmmmm .... okay ?
Michelle : (: ! HELLO !
Leon : TANNNNNNNNNN ! :X
Done .
byeebyyyyeeeeeeeee

Listen to the words that you say,

It's getting harder to stay.

Currently at babe's house (:

Lappy breakdown , im sorry for not posting .

anw , quite lots of things happen in between this week uh.

shouldnt elaborate , if not .. this wil be a long post .

yesterday , went to parc vista at night .

boys drink there , & someone's drunk.

wanted to throw him down the pool , but end up he jump down.

had fun with people yesterday (: !

especially hongming jianyuan darren ;D

thanks for the entertainment , even though i dont understand :X

Today , had CIP , idk what's that . but kind of charity work.

had fun with melissa at Jurongpoint. (:

saw some people who we know & yea , gotcha.

back to church and now with babe.

just now help (someone) buy Cig & they go off.

meetup with eunice and jasmin slack.

Bye people (:

babe's dad is home.

me : uncle (:

him : aunty (:

me going watch movie later

So dont look back the past has past

The future is coming fast

Feel like posting this photo ,

& i did out of randomness.

Meet People late & went to riverwalk.

after that went church for service,

Once over a blue moon vivian go service.

Reena , be happy k (:

the clock strike 00.00am.

REENA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D !

VIVIANLOVEYOU (:

back to posting ,

After service rush back to lakeside,

meetup with slackers like wow , finally.

miss them like idk how many weeks/months ;x

Was feeling down & idk the reason .

After awhile , everything get back to normal.

went home around 11++pm.

& now posting .

Slackers , Lantern festival promise k :D

yesterday went to kbox with mrvy (:

spend 6 hours there & we're mad (:

thanks uncle for your service , entertainment, food & drinks (:

it's cost not cheap though,

after that went to play bingo at ballroom,

overall fun , but waste money.

Yuxin's lucky, she BINGO & get 35bucks.

but uncle say : OI ( loudly)

LOLLL ! ;x

How i wish i could turn back the time,

remember we play and laugh together like one .

things getting tough and goes out of mind .

back together like today , im happy & glad.

cause we've gone thru the first obstacle,

me dont wanna lose anyone of you.

hope today will be first day,

we start again okay ? (:

面对了真实忍不住了痛楚
爱上一个人爱得走投无路
你自责的痛你两难的苦
爱到情无反顾

Pictures of you still make me cry

Trying to live without your love

Change-d my blogskin.

Thanks MelissaT, dont mind me copying. ;x

Kbox later with sweetheart(s),

im gonna go mad later , bear with me k :D

Mommy talk to me alr (: !

she still can joke around & run out of the house .

LOL ! okay , post when im home later.

能不能再挽留
其实我不强求
只要有人能给你快乐
就让悲伤留给我

Time and time again I've tried,

To hide these feelings deep inside,

I've lost control.

BBQ turn out fine yesterday.

bought things from gekpoh & walked back to 850.

put those stuff inside the fridge.

Off to Pioneer mall with babe & kenrick,

came back with BBQ net & food & kenrick's two friends .

do random things till the clock almost strike 6o'clock.

get things prepare-d, and guys bbq (:

ladies waiting for food , till we switch uhh .

slack and eat all the way till around 11+.

due to mother's madness , Vivian got to go home .

Sorry babe for troubling you D; .

Vivian's happy though (:

someone's not there ,

someone's 8number away accompany me sms ;D

终于体会 身体支离破碎
欲哭无泪 心里快要崩溃

Babe , im sorry okay ?

i didnt blame you at the first place.

i really hope you'll understand.

thanks for chasing my doubts and fears,

wipe the tears from off my face.

i really dont wanna lose you,

we didnt quarrel for 4years,

i dont want to , because of W.

he doesnt worth girl.

you're my bestffriend thru up and down. ,

but we just dont fight to get through.

to live with fears & not to be afraid,

it a grow in maturity.

go mad with us today,

Like there's no tmr.

Back from chalet , was quite tired though.

Should take a long nap after this (:

It's a long post & lots of photo uh .

bear with it .

day 1 :

Meetup with melissa and bought things .

Eat & went Back boonlay bought things.

Wentup to reena's house wait for Yuxin.

Took Reena's mama car there ,

reach pasir ris & get things prepare.

all last min stuff right reena ?

Noob & peeps came after that ,

Play Poker with guys &

had fun all the way till 5am .

Vivian broke her record when she's with mrvy (:

Thanks Yeeann for bbq-ing for us uh (:

nice food though .

ZT went off after we all fall asleep .

day 2 :

slept for 4hours , wth .

wake up prepare-d .

hungry hungry ;x eat steamboat .

Ms daphne & ms goh came .

after that they went off,

& we went to escape .

we play 1 ride for idk times uh .

hahaha ! Kawaii guy :P

I swear , i'll never step into haunted house again.

First time & last time ,

i almost burst into tears when i step in.

so cold , dark & scary.

Pool of blood , dead body, Bloody toilet bowl & jail.

wth , trying to scare die my mama girl uh .

Had fun there though , other than haunted house .

i enjoy others game ! :D

went to eat & buy things .

Back to chalet to bbq .

Off to sleep, we've to checkout alr.

(: REENA, VIVIAN Enjoy it okay ?

Loveyou, hope you enjoy it too . (:

If you're busy or stuff ,

dont scroll down alr (:

Bye readers (:

别以为我的伤悲
你真的能够体会
别以为你说后悔
一切就能收回

If you could read my mind ,

let me go ,

stop hanging onto past.

it's over boy , over.

Holiday mood back,

but things dont go my way on the first day.

ever tried of being abandon by your bestf,

end up you and your ex, which you dont want to be with.

i know what you'll say , but please .

Before that you've alr saw him pull me away.

i called your name , you didnt even bother to help me .

still can peep us from one corner .

why cant you just stop him, i really dont understand.

endup , keep asking me , am i happy being with him.

ofcourse i need to pretend , if not i've to suffer again.

i aint your toy, i dont want to be with him can ?

totally insane , stop being stupid..

we aint meant to be together,

so what i say yes, im not willing to though.

why cant i spend my holiday in proper way ?

Boring day this few days (:

but i swear things gonna go well if he's aint around.

(shutup people, i dont neeed your comment.)

pathetic me , shouldnt meet them yesterday -'-

hmm ..

tmr's reena's chalet alr oh !

HAPPY ! .. *clap.

and 4 days later is txs bbq.

but ..............

bye readers (:

Hang on , it's gonna be over soon.

我害怕爱情就像 盛开的花
一错过 眼泪也没有办法

It struck me so violently
When I looked at you

you'll never know how i tried to keep you with me .

do you know i've cried because of your answer .

it's driving me insane when i know it's over.

it's so hurt inside , to know that you're really gone .

you're the first guy i ever cried for.

remember that day , you give me hope .

it's gone , one more day though.

i give up , i just cant hold back my tears .

bottling up those feeling really sucks.

Vivian you're a failure in love , you know ?

went slack today & things went bad .

im sorry uh D;

i cant hold back those tears.

thanks babe for accompanying me (:

patrick you watch out k ;D

sorry for not being entertainer today ,

aint in the mood alr .

不要管我
你曾经也是对我这样的说
我需要点时间
把所有的痛一起释放

this time , gonna do my best to make it right ,

cant go on without you by my side.

you might not know how much i want you ,

but you need to know how it's hurting inside.

2 more days , can i really have you back.

i really need you by my side .

give me one more chance , to try again.

没有东西比你更重要.

It's not the way I planned it
Show me how you want it to be

• Celebration of teacher's day.
• back to Boonlay garden.
• bus-ed to abhy house
• went stage meet sod & jie
• Melissa's house area > Melissa's house .
• hom-ed > being nagged.

Had some fun yesterday .

quite different from other normal day .

had performance in the hall,

bored i tell you , but lucky Baobei was beside .

after that waited for Mr loh,

as Melissa wanted to have her phone back.

& yea , we waited for quite some times before leaving .

240 to boonlay waited for Janna & Abegail & MelissaT & Kenrick.

went boonlay market to eat before going back to primary .

Lucky i still have Mr turina contact in my contact list .

so yea , we went in .

waited for Liping .

& out at 2.30 ....

186 > Namdai .

Went up to Babe's house & crap.

MelissT boyf came to fetch her home .

(takecare aiyh, im here girl (: )

after that liping and her friend went off too .

Kenrick, Babe & me went to look for sod & jie.

slack slack till super tired D;

but still , went to look for MRVY & yeeann .

slack at playground & went to melissa's house w/o yeeann.

Super tiring & i swear i almost fell asleep if kyzira didnt call .

went off after that .

home and was being nagged.

Reena so next time you want 9.30 .

you stay there , i go . -'-

me love mommy a lot (:

Off to my fooooood ,

byeyo !

我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来