It's hard to figure out ,

the next move .

Let's get Jurong secondary burn ! i cant tolerate those discipline actions that they take.

It's like so unfair to me that others who smoke was just being suspend from class.

And my consequences was to choose between suspended for 1 year, transfer or counselling.

F everything in there , i thought my detention ended .

but end up i'm getting this shit . i swear this is the ''best'' place ever on earth .

Alright see , you know this is just the first time that i've done this .

you dont even give me a chance to apologise for it & yet you're getting me so many choices.

Suspended from class right after the performences, and was brought to HOD.

ohwell , stay there for the whole day .

was seperated from MRY, damn sad , emo ;(

should i say i'm heroic as i've been honest (:

went off to Jurongpoint for long john thought of releasing my fear .

end up called by parents & went back to school for MTP.

totally crap crap ! you know !

i cried right infront of Mr nur face , quite regret though.

I didn't end today greatly even though it's the last day of school.

get everything screwed up , was so disappointed .

i'll get my choice choosen, but was quite worried with the suspension.

I'm sorry mom and dad for disappointing you guy again & again.

i know i've never done anything great that make you guys proud before,

just wanting to apologise , & will try to quit smoking .

i wish my words was enough, but they aren't

祈求彼此相连 一起走向前
而你的缺点 仍视作优点
全心欢喜却不会讨厌
不需再遮掩 随时在你身边

Baby you know,

i aint letting you go anymore ;x

HAPPY 1MONTH BABY ! :D

LoveDieYou!

still got a lot of months waiting right ? ;x

Thanks for being there okay ? :X

so glad to have you back.

remember take your medicine (:

hehe ;x

normal days back ,

Waste time after school.

went home & bath .

went down look for baby (:

had fun ah ;x

okay okay , i think i shall stop ;x

time t go t my lalaland alr (:

Daddy is nagggggging !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIPING !

grow up hor, learn t be guai (:

like me ;x

Sorry never text you as my contacts lost.

meetup soon okay ? (:

Loveyouuuu (:

我过去不知道

此刻偏偏知道
爱上了你一生中最好

天天都更好

Something's wrong,

Trying to conquer these fears i thought were gone.

Happy Belate-d birthday to me (: !

Had super lots of fun last night.

but was somehow a bit disappointing ah .

Baby can't make it for my birthday.

Didnt even meetup ;(

Meetup with MRVY at Jurongpoint for our dinner (:

Thanks Reena & Yuxin for the birthday present ;D

Love it lots ahhhh ;x

Took photos at 3rd floor kopitiam ;P

walk around & went t interchange.

Meet Babe at busstop ;)

went home & rush.

Damn mommy not at home , no money.

took it from grandma & let her nagged.

went t garden meetup with others ;D

They keep asking where's my boy. ROFL !

wanted t take bus but end up taking mrt (:

crap alot along the way there.

Reach there around 9+pm ?

others went t eat subway , as mac was full .

Junyu, Hongming , babe & me went t fetch Reena at busstop ;D

hahahaha ! super lots of laughter though ;x

thanks for piggyback-ing ;x

Junyu pei me walk Funfair & bought me Bubble & candle ! :D

went off to beach side & put our belongings (:

cut cake, even though it's small , i'm satisfied :D !

thanks for the cake ah (: .

play around awhile & down t seawater.

due to my eye which hurts , i went up after awhile.

sit down & went t washup with babe ;x

went to find others who didn't went down the water.

& off to mac for supper ! :D

went back there & play poker ;x

Me coughing like f . -.-

went off around 5+ & walk to busstop.

the busstop so far can ! ;(

reach there & waited for bus.

Thanks Zhaoen for the jokes ah ,

i laugh till my tear drop ah *clap.

pathetic guitar ;x

went up bus & mrt home (:

thanks Hongming, Junyu, Darren, Babe, Jianyuan,

Zhaoen, Stanley, Maoshein, Alvin, MRVY.

for the day, me enjoy lots :D !

Thanks Junyu for taking care of me there ah ;D

Ohya, never forget those wishes ;x

let's see if i can remember .

thanks to :

Jianyuan, Reena, Yuxin, MelissaT, Junyu, Janna, Jinhan, Hongming,

Babe, Stanley, Patrick, baby, Seha, Liping, Ayin, Jefferson .

Yihao, Wayne, Yinghong, Kimberley, Dwi, Ms Daphne, MelvinL

Reshmi, Kaien (: !

don't bother about all those disappointments.

为什么当我需要你的时候，

你总是不再。

害的我必须自己一个人崩溃。

Wait a minute more before you leave
promise you're always coming back to me

Result is back .__.

Well , i think i've improved (: !

Even though i still fail 4 out of 9 subjects ;x

Thanks baby for the art , if not i'm gonna fail 5 uh .

I failed geo, history, maths & ofcourse science.

me jealous Baby's result ;x

Went t Patrick's house after consultation .

I love die your food ;x HAHAHA !

but, i dislike the way your nephew act !

It's totally a nightmare can ?!

cant even eat in peace , goodness.

manage t escape & went t pool side (:

slack till 9+pm & went home .

Actually there's school today,

decided not t go in the morning after i've prepared.

wonder what will happen when i get back t school tmr ;P

Babe Babe ! faster dismiss from school.

Me sian die alr ;x

i've finding it hard to say , i'm needing you more .

不得不看梦想的翅膀被折断
不得不收回曾经的话问自己
你纯真的眼睛哪去了

One more day without knowing
Struggling for one more breath

Had super lots of fun yesterday.

went off t babe house first & Did some stuff .

after that went to boonlay t buy cig & off t my house for Volleyball.

Bus-ed to look for the guys at 320 .

prepare for everything & craps.

i sure i laugh hard ah ;x ROFL.

Thanks for the day ah ;x

Went off around 11+.

Happy birthday Lady (:

Sorry didn't get t celebrate your birthday with you ;x

Hope you had fun ah (:

Meetup soon okay ? (:

Happy birthday boy ! :X

Thanks for sending me home everytime ah ;x

much appreciated (:

Older than me liao worh ;x hehehe ! :X

快让你心的每一角不会感到迷惑
徘徊在那真实与虚幻中迷失了自我
需要一个出口来逃离内心的惶恐
戴上面具之后选择无止尽的放纵
卸下面具之后发现镜中那认不出的面容

The words my mama said
Love can give, love can take
Love can bend and love can break

Exam's over ! :D cheeeeers*

went to eat with Mrvy & went home .

had my nap and off t meet baby & Kahmeng .

Slack till Jinhan came , & went t baby's house ;x

watch Guys play games & craps.

went down t meet Babe & went t eat .

walk-ed back t my house area meet Junlong & Ricco.

awhile , walk t Jurongeast meet Harry & others.

Boredommm , Baby going die ah ;x

walk t 99 busstop for first bus.

Sorry baby , leave you alone );

Sleep like idk what ;x

so shiok after a tiring day (:

There aren't no broken heart love cannot mend

我多想拥抱着你，

帮你遮挡那狂风暴雨。

既然爱了就不必发誓
从有了你懂了坚持。

Before you walk into my heart
tell me we will never part

Had fun with baby today ah ;x

wanted t go out with family today,

but end up with him ;x

didnt regret though (:

hehehe , love die you ah ;x

yesterday went to ''settle'' stuff .

zzz , end up i didnt get the idea of what they're talking .

went to Jurongpoint & back to garden.

Hmm , went home to take Volleyball.

Baby & jinhan there alr oh ;x

had super lots of fun & laughter (:

Melissa's there too ,

once over a blue moon aiyh.

I'm so glad that you're mine (:

对你的爱就是永远希望你了解
爱情神话让它变成你我的诺言

There is no fear in love

but perfect love casteth out fear

Yesterday Had Maths paper 1 & EL paper 1 .

after school had lots of fun with babe ahh ;D

Full of craps & disturbing others in Library.

Study study till like that. LOL.

Went down to slack till 9+ went home .

Taken EL paper 2 and D & T .

overall , fine ahh ;D

Even though i didnt study much,

but i did memorise some hor . ;x

Sweet baby of mine sent me home after school.

retarded people in the bus ._____.

(HugHug) & went home .

it all fall apart in just a matter of time

爱的世界
没有永远不变的承诺
始终你还要走

All these Thoughts inside my head
Are almost more than i can take

i miss babe uhh D;

falling sick soon , hor reena ?

Exams are coming , Gone case.

Bored day yesterday , suey . ;x

lazy update alr uhhh .

Sorry for not being a good girlf.

i want t be remembered,

as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken.

And the one who could always brighten up your day ,

even if she couldn't brighten her own .

不管距离多么远
把你刻在心里面
向你说声我爱你 直到永远

Take away my fear

And tell me you'll be there

Thing doesnt turn out fine after celebrating stan's birthday.

but i hope you enjoy that moment (:

walked to look for others at 320 & off to chinese garden.

bored die me , talking and dulan-ing .

dont know what i should do.

pun into two groups , go different way after that .

went off around 11pm.

walk-ed back t 320 there take stuff from others .

& stayed there till 12+

super dulan now .

可以忘记 但绝不会是你
曾经的回忆在梦中下雨
淋湿我眼睛视线看不清

放弃, 原来绝不容易

Happy belate-d birthday to this guy (:

stanley ! grow up alr worhhh .

older than me liao , hohohoho !

Hope you did enjoy some moment today,

im sorry if anything disappoint you.

loveyouuhh (: ( as brother )

Reminding me of you
The truth is that I miss you

Taken mothertongue test today (:

overall , fine fine.

in between the two papers ,

went out to get a puff and went back.

After second paper , went to eat mac with mrvy (:

went back again for remedial.

waited for f-ing long , damn him.

But had lots of fun with mrvy , so damn funny .

retarded ladies.

msging boyf all the way during remedial.

Mr Loh catch me , but didnt say anything .

After awhile , he turn around , saw me typing msging .

i didnt stop .____. ROFL.

After lesson ,

Him : Vivian , your punishment for using devices. (clean board)

me : so can i type finish first, than fair enough .
him : dont use it infront of me .
me : *go to his back* i use it behind .

stupid , end up me cleaning the board , but i did type finish (:

when you clean the board , you'll hear a sound .

idk why , mry started laughing like idk what.

Bus-ed home & stay-ed till 7pm.

went out t look for slackers,

home-d around 9pm.

hehe , lantern festival tmr ;D

baby , you'll come right ? :D

Show me that i'm yours (:

以为我们的过去
已经成熟的过去
就算不经意相遇
都能微笑回忆