20091229

Sweet shadow taking hold of my mind
Another day has been devoured

I'm back from my boring counselling, i almost fall asleep while answering his questions ;x

Had fun and lots of laughter last night, but was quite tiring ;D
went down and settle some stuff, bought cig and off to darren's house.
around 2+ take 98 to taman and change to bus 30 to east coast .
walk a long distance to reach our bbq pit and was super hungry at that time.
so what i did was keep complaining and complaining, that's what i always does right ?
reach there and settle down, walk around and start eating food that was cook by my hao gege.
Darren came over after awhile, than after that was zhaoen jefferson and their group of people.
Jinhan cannot make it due to some reasons, drink a bit and went sitting around.

i dont want to go toilet with eunice alr ;( she keep scare people around sia.
went toilet with alyssa and eunice, need walk some distance though.
what we did was, run. (:
Eunice keep saying stuff that scare us and so we run and walk , run and walk.
i remember alyssa run shortcut which makes me laugh till i cant run anymore ;x
Went back there, it's around 4+ alr .
Eunice was still trying to be funny ;x scare herself with her own words .
LOL ! Couldn't stop laughing at that time, thanks retard of the day (:

went back after guys had done showering, walk to busstop and took 197 all the way back to JE.
Sleep for awhile and woke up, sucha long bus ride can ?
almost all was sleeping soundly, was bored die in the bus.
reach Jurongeast interchange, fool around and home ! :D

什么都藏在心里 藏在我的行动里
难道这温柔的爱语 只能表达成我爱你

20091226

A reflection of the mistakes
To the end you will deny

Wokeup early today, due to the noise level at home. sigh*
Okay, so let's recall what i did this few days .

23th december - phone lost , screw up -.-
Went to bugis to shop with mrvy (: haven't been with them for long time ah.
Bought some stuff and went around to explore.
Went back at 9+, went off to 320 meet Hongming and co.
around 10+ Went to busstop and realize that wallet lost , zzz ! CR LA ! ;(

24th December.
Christmas eve (:
Meetup with Jie and went off to JE interchange to double check if there's my pouch.
SIGH* Totally gone, Fuckup mood. Went to Ahhuat house downstair wait for him.
After that, Off to 320, slack slack awhile, Yangjie came (: he b'come darker alr, botak ;x
went off to ahhuat house after they've eaten, slack inside while waiting for guys to bathe.
Went to a coffeeshop, ordered drinks and went to taman, Kenny's house for dinner.
After awhile, went down to buy ice with Eunice, YangJie and Alwyn.
we walk freaking far can ;( super tiring. But manage to walk back :D:D !
eat and they start doing other stuff, drinking and play mahjong till the clock strike 00.00am.
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!! ~
25th december
eaten cake and everyone's back to normal, Mahjong, computer, television.
They play till v funny okay, they keep drinking, and ofcourse mine is coke .__.''
some went off to bed, left Fong, Alwyn, Shannon and me .
Fong complaining no place to sleep, while me complaining the room too cold.
manage to fall asleep at 7 and wake up at 9.
Eunice and Yangjie are awake alr, so talk talk talk till 11.30 and went off.

Sleep for awhile and woke up due to calls and texts. Couldn't get into sleep anymore.
so prepare, and Hongming called, went down to look for them and slack ;x
Went to eat at coffeeshop and meet Darren and off to Eunice and alyssa (;
after that, Zhaoen, Jeff and shawn came over.
Full of laughters and was quite irritated too, by the ''drum stick'', f it .
slack away our christmas, sigh* but overall had real fun.
Home @ 10+ (:
thanks for the christmas guys ! :D

不能相信爱令人心碎
那种痛楚令我对爱胆怯
想念每一夜不曾停歇
有快乐有伤悲有誓约
爱越来越强烈

20091221

I'm in love with you, the way I wanted to
What I had to do, had to run from you

Bored days as usual, so didn't really wanna get my blog update.
Hmm, went to cellgroup outing and get everything settled, had hell lots of fun (;
other days was slacking, so yea. Dont wanna keep update the same thing again and again .

Get my blog background changed, to black.
Tag me and tell me that previous layout with white background nicer or black which is what i'm using now.
so i can get some comment on it, but for myself .. i guess it's black which is nicer ;x
was super lazy this few days, get up late & taking my own sweet time to get thing done ;x
Gonna go collect my uniform tmr with yuxin ;D Hope it suit me ah (:
Alyssa's back, gonna be meeting her tmr with Jie. wow !
day after gonna go bugis with Reena and yuxin too (: shopping time ! :D
24th, coming , aiai's coming out! I'm getting excited to see this guy with botak hair ;x
Ohyea ! Baby text me today (: happy die ! :D:D:D:D !
text with him awhile and stop msging alr, exp uhh.
babybaby, wear more clothing and had fun there. Imissdieyoualr. (:

最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候
没有说一句话就走






20091216


Don't go over the edge
you'll make a big mistake

Well, i couldn't remember what i've did this few days.
Sunday, went to 320 look for guys.
Slack there till night and went off.

Yesterday went for my counselling (:
He keep asking about my family background, LOL !
what's the problem with my background , and my case ?
daddy and mommy was being funny yesterday :D !
went off to slack awhile and went home ;D

Today, wokeup, reply texts , bath and off to buy my books in school.
After that, went off to Jurongpoint to shop, spend alot of money okay ? :D
Mommy's being good today, bought lots of stuff.
i wonder is she broke now ? LOL !
2 bag, shoe, and never forget about camera (: !
lovedie her ahh ! Was figuring out the camera just now (:
Cab home, than straight away went to slack ;D
just reach home though, had fun there.
18,19 need to go for church stuff. sigh*
sunday, might be going to somewhere over the rainbow.
24, Yangjie book out :D 25, christmas (: 27 , BBQ !
So looking forward to it can ? faster faster , time flies ~

时间它像是河流 慢慢的轻轻推送
有时候像是漩涡 很难静止而不动
开心的 伤心的
一辈子 能改变什麽 能相信什麽

20091211

You changed your mind I guess
But you never let me know

I'm back from outside,
Shall start with chalet, shall we ?
shouldn't elaborate much about it.
want more from Jinhan's blog (:

Shall say, this is the worst chalet for me in my whole life.
well, try sleeping outside and being bored there for the whole day.
i swear, you wont feel good . Dont give me those stupid excuses or whatever.
Went there with Reena, Jinhan and Kahmeng, these two guys are irritating in train.
long ride and reach there, put stuff and off out for our dinner/lunch.
Poker, and trick. Reena went off to prayer meeting, Jinhan and me talk2.
after that went back and eat again, than slack all the way.
Went off to Beach for some entertainment and took some photos till early morning (:
Crap alot there, and laugh much . went back to chalet after that.
was quite sleepy and tiring alr, so plan to sleep, But due to Melissa's family, we cant sleep in room.
so Jinhan, Kahmeng and i went to a bench and sleep, till all of them walk away.
Jinhan came back and couldn't get back to sleep, when i woke up, see him staring like idk what ;x
So yea, Jinhan and I went off first.
walk-ed to interchange and took mrt home, Jinhan sleeping in the train like idk what .
keep bang until things, than swaying his head all over ;x LOLOLOLOLzxc !
I've improved, didnt sleep in mrt even though i'm sleepy.
went home eat, than went off to lalaland.

Wokeup, prepare-d and went downstair to slack with Hongming, Jianyuan, Junyu, Ricco and Wayne.
awhile later, Alvin came. Waited for Jie de bus and went up .
Off to 320 meetup with guys (; they were playing basketball all the way,
while i'm complaining about my boredness, I've nothing to do ;x
Watching them play and went off to 346 for our dinner (:
Thanks darren for my dinner ah ;D hahaha !
Listen to them joke around and went off to playground.
slack there till 11+pm and went home .

Yangjie must takecare inside okay (: !
Remember to text us when you book-ed out :D:D !
i wont miss you ;D
Hmm, and Ahben too :D:D !

爱上以后才知道有那么痛苦
爱上以后习惯成为一种屈服
爱上了以后才突然恍然大悟
不是爱礼物一样是孤独




20091206

If i could hold you tight
I'd have the world tonight

Had quite a long day for yesterday and today (:
So If you're busy, or lazy to read. shall give me blog a skip ;D

yesterday, i went down to look for Junyu, Jianyuan, Hongming & Yongye ;D
Poker few rounds and Walk-ed to 504 to talk 98 to lakepoint.
Saw Zhaoen, so .. .. Pei him wait for Yangjie , and went together accept for jianyuan.
Act smart ;x he alone walk to lakepoint while we're waiting for him outside .___.''
Went in and off to pool side for ''party''
endup , we're slacking all the way till babe went off for her bikini -.-
Walk-ed around and flashback to class outing, wellwell .. great time (:
Talk and make fun a lot , Zhaoen is cruel !! ;( pathetic froggy.
Waited for quite sometimes and went off as guys are hungry.
And we went off to a kopitiam for our dinner , and planned where to go next.

so .. .. Hongming, Junyu, Zhaoen and I went to Darren's house,
while Eunice, Kenny, Yangjie & Zhenhan went off to Kenny's house.
Jianyuan and Alvin went home, and walk-ed to busstop (:
Bus-ed 98 to darren's house & fooling around in bus.
Wentup to his house and watch-ed 2012 once again,
Zhaoen went off to his lalaland, and i'm trying to get my sleep too .
But .. thanks to Junyu and Darren keep making those irritating noises so i cant get to sleep.
Wake me up and drink, well .. ;( 4mouth and i start drinking coke .
Cannot take it ;x Talk alot in the kitchen till the morning .
went to wake zhaoen up as we gotta leave the house for breakfast.
Sucha pig ah ;x His sleeping pose suckszxc ;x

Went down to look for Yangjie and Eunice and went for our breakfast.
Hongming and Junyu is dead ;x hahaha ! drunk man ;x
Junyu went to toilet for such a long time , and came back with his pale face ;x
so .. both of them went home first , while others went up to darren's house again.
Straight to the rooom (: Darren and Zhaoen's bad okay, keep making those stupid voices xD
Laugh a lot, and went out to sit awhile and in again to read comics .
But endup, i fall asleep ;x
Wokeup and sleep repeatly, super sad.
so plan not to sleep anymore, irritates Yangjie while he's sleeping ;x
Manage to keep him awake & we went off after stucking inside the room .
Walk-ed to 4head and walk back to 320 again.
slack for about 30min and went Home.

I'm super tired now.
Didn't manage to sleep as i'm not sleepy anymore.
Still got more things to do, so give mommy's friend wedding a skip.
Gonna be watching my show now (:
Pray that i can finish it before i fall asleep infront of the computer ;x

回到过去
试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去

20091203

Let's pretend none of this ever happened.
It just doesn't meant to be here.

Woke up and went off to bath (:
Bus-ed to Babe house and woke her up at 1+pm.
Rush through everything, went off to buy cig & off to jp.
Meetup with Hongming and junyu while huining and jianyuan come after that.
Bus-ed 243 to Jurongwest stadium & off to BUFFET ! :D
I'm very hungry at the time , So chiong to the place where sushi was serve.
Order Food and start eating , was waiting for my 22 for long.
so went to smoke and back (: 22 was there waiting alr (:
So eat up and was super full ~ :D

Worth it ah, Even though it cost really much.
Finish the last dish, and taking the last photo.
Off to Staircase to photo spam :D:D !
had really great time there, enjoy a lot (:
Was planning where to go next , while babe need to go home .
So planned to go slack under my block, Poker all the way.
Home-d around 9+ (: !
thanks for the great day (: worth it all .
Upload those photo soon Babe and Huining :D

错以为全已扔掉 全已忘记
原来无心流逝的时间是你
原以为过些时间再想起你也无所谓