Always remind yourself,

it's okay to be imperfect .

i finally got the temptation to blog, and maybe it's just a short one. Gonna prepare and off to my longjohn :D !

Shouldn't blog about school days as things go fine accept for a fair circle-d in my yellow form >;( .

Had a great day with Eunice, Hongming, Jianyuan, Junyu, ZhaoEn, Jeff, Caleb, Lum, Kumchee, Terence ..

sorry, some i've forgotten ;P

meetup with eunice they all at 320, as we didn't go bugis . Sorry Wayne, for not going. ;)

awhile later, zhaoen's group went off to Juronghill .

talk talk talk, poker poker poker, eat eat eat . Than planning to go over to juronghill to look for them.

took bus to jurongpoint at 7+ , than bus-ed to JurongBirdpark and walk all the way up.

was super tiring i swear, as we're walk slope and it's a long way up.

had real fun at the top, and talk some stuff with some people . sigh*

there's a stupid guy keep bully me ;( hahahahahaha ! but thanks for entertaining (:

the wind upstairs was superb ! enjoy it super lots, it was windyyyyyy ~

when i look down, i spot till a alien face which was on the floor, tell somebody to see too (:

scary, it was like with a scar on the forehead, than that stupid guy keep scare me ;(

run around, Poker, Jokes, enjoy views, play around and went off at 10+ .

walk down the slope was much more relaxing (: hahahaha ! obviously -.-

Eunice fell down and was complaining all the way, haha ! remember clean your wound .

Hmm .. walk over to busstop , pass-by a car with a alien face infront, scare die me !

run to the front and talk with others, than to the back again.

sigh* things screw-ed .

thanks for the days , guys (: next time we go again okay ? :D:D:D !

was quite happy this few days as ... ... ...

为了你 拒绝了一切挽留
为了你 放弃了一切的自由

The good old days, the honest man;
The restless heart, the Promised Land

Sorry readers for not posting for time being ;x had been going out often with peeps (:

Haven been touching my laptop for some days too, didn't get used to it ah ;x

school was fine except for times when i've been caught by mabel yeong for my skirt and stuff.

but i've been a good girl recently, was real happy of my performance that was given by teachers.

Wonder when will mabel yeong stop giving me yellow forms, it's like so troublesome can?

Phone wasn't charge-d well last night, so came home to get it charge-d and changed.

was real angry just now, but was fine after a moment later. ain't it great ?

hahaha! was being pangseh-ed by some people, which really makes me damn dulan.

was standing there like a dumb, waiting for no one to appear. F it.

Somehow, i don't really like my class due to someone and some reasons.

but i might be unreasonable uhh, but is like .. i couldn't tolerate them being close -'-

I know you ain't mine alr, so .. i can only watch and bear in silence.

I apologise if i'm being very irritating or even unreasonable. who can tolerate this behaviour then ?

Not gonna be bottling up my feelings anymore , asshole.

It's the end of the romance, it's over.

If only, you're better off without me , but her .

我不用你陪
你不要误会
我只是有点累
却没时间崩溃

Closed my eyes took a final breath
Right there and then i just knew it

went to school with melissa and reena (:

finally get to go back to class after 10am+ , after such a long time.

things changed, classmates, class, teachers, classroom, feelings.

text all the way throughout school day, if not i'll be bored to death ;x

sign a agreement with Mabel yeong, i dont think i can do it, but try my best ah ;D

went over to darren house after school and went home to get change.

Sometimes you know, somebody you love text you, you'll have the fear to open up and see it.

no matter it's a good or bad stuff, you still have to accept it. even though you know it's wont be great.

so yea, I've fight the fear and end up having a sad news . Boy, i know it long ago alr (:

it's okay to stop loving, i understand. i might loved you for a long time, but things does change.

i don't wanna cling onto you anymore. This is the second time i've let you go.

dont turn back and wanting me back, i might be better off another way.

now i don't have to bottle up those feelings inside, my feeling faded too . sigh*

you know, it aint easy to hold on for such a long time when we didn't even communicate at all.

thanks for the 3month 8days, i might be giving in too much.

我的爱 回不来, 还有什么可期待
你的情 已不在, 还有什么放不开
我的爱 回不来, 心中一片空白

你的情 已不在, 留下的只是一片尘埃

When you're back,

this fear is coming back.

HAPPY NEW YEAR (: Welcome 2010 ;D

yesterday went meetup with Eunice and alyssa first than off to 504.

visit grandma awhile , and off to 532. awhile later, others come and was laughing like mad.

And awhile more later, darren and chunkiat came. went off to 320 slack, see them play basketball.

than night time went to prata shop eat, and went over to voiddeck.

was bored there, so text MRY ask them where're they and went to boonlay to look for them.

took 99 and stop at my house there, saw the bus turn over to boonlay 175 side, angry >;(

walk-ed over to boonlay cc, meetup with MRY, zhiwei, nicolas, ongjunwei, eugene, kahmeng (:

talk talk awhile and went to eat with alyssa, eunice, ricco and jinhan.

super full ahh, went back to badminton court to slack while waiting for them to be back. took some pictures (;

went over to countdown for 2010, sure it's gonna be a great year right ? (:

the fireworks was super awesome, love it . enjoyed it real lots.

went back to same place, waited for Junlong to come and slack till 12+ and went off.

back to 320 and went up darren house, played murderer at his house.

went down and play it again, went up to eat with alyssa, darren and chunkiat.

poker with kor , than went down to look for others.

went home at 7+am, bath and sleep.

woke up at 5+, was having a gooood rest (:

mrvy : Ladies, had real fun and troubles with you girls this year, thanks for being there always thru those happy and sad moments. Gonna be same class together this year again, it's gonna be a great year again. classmates changed, but we're still together aint it ;D hahaha !

Abegail : BABE ! gonna be 5th year (: happy die, hahaha ! faster come back la, didn't get to countdown and spend my holiday with you uhh. thanks for being there always ah (: you know i love you right ? ;D haahaha !

baby : happy belate-d 3rd month , didn't get to say it to you as you were not in singapore . hope you did enjoy your holiday there (: even though things might change, but i wont (: .

当你放开了手 离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我