I knew that I never meant a thing to you,

I knew what you said to me wasn’t the truth

Let's see when is my last post , haha ! Real sorry for not updating , too lazy to do so . ;x

I'll just elaborate about yesterday and today alright, gonna be turning in soon too (:

went to macritchie reservoir with Zhaoen, Lum, Caleb, Jinhan, Jeff, Mao, Eunice .. and whoever's there.

Took bus there and was looking forward for a toilet break, such a long ride there ah.

Was slacking while waiting for Shawn to arrived, and wait till around 8+pm and went inside the forest.

Exciting, damn cool la, had real fun with them last night (: ! Grab caleb real tight as i'm afraid.

you know , i'm afraid of dark . Can you even imagine how dark it can be ?

Couldn't see anything if you off your damn torch light off, scary. But the atmosphere's there ! :D

Hmm, Jinhan went off first and all of us bus-ed to Jurongspring to had our dinner.

ate Mac and slack at the basketball court till we decided where to go.

Ton at canal with same people except for Jeff and Jinhan. They was busy killing those frogs la.

Cruel people, sigh* after awhile, everyone went to sleep while Mao, Eunice, Lum and me was busy laughing.

Laughing at our stupid lame jokes, hahaha ! Did enjoy real lot last night and took the first bus home .

Was super tired this morning, but manage to wake up and prepare to go out .

Went to arena and played pool with Jianyuan, Junyu, Eunice, Chunkiat. (:

I think the air-con inside broke-down ah, seriously it's very hot inside there, so warmmmm !

Went to Jurongpoint for Longjohn and went to buy Chunkiat schoolshoe and went home :D

Great day with Great people around, you know .

2nd month without you here, It's okay i'm doing fine .

Last day of the month, tmr's gonna be monday again . ;(

Hope babe and sis get well soon , takecare good care (:

如果我能把你留下，

我永远都不会放你走。

因为我要让你知道，

我有你就够了.

Last night i dreamt of the future,

the future that you're always by my side.

Finally back posting after one week time, shouldn't let my blog be dead right ? ;D

Didn't went to school for thursday and friday, due to my grandmother death. ;(

Was real sad, and cried real hard this time round, thanks some people for being there (:

Can't go to other relative house to collect my red packet ;( 2010's chinese new year will be the worst for me.

Ohyea, Happy belate-d chinese new year and valentine's day to all ;x

Yesterday night went over to grandmother place and eat dinner , Called people and jio them come ;x

Real bored there, Meetup with eunice and jinhan went up to Gamble, but end up fine .

Abegail and Ahhuat came after few rounds and went off, went in again and did the same thing .

after awhile, Yangjie came and so we went down, Jinhan went off after awhile and Junyu came over (:

slack till 12+am and they went off, went up to grandmother house to overnight and watch tv.

woke up early today, eaten breakfast and went back home .

Wait-ed for cousin to come and gamble all the way till they left, went down to bought my snacks. :D

was real bored today, didn't went out due to laziness and Jie cannot make it tonight.

Siandieme! i suddenly feel like spending all the money away. what can i do with those 100plus bucks ?

shiat you ! screw this chinese new year up ! ;( can't get to buy those things i want alr, sigh*.

alright, gotta consider should i go out today alr, hehehe ! byeeeee ~

----- i'm going out (: macdonald with Yuxin . ----

Once in a lifetime, you meet a person who takes your breath away. not because you want them to, but because they’re meant to.

如果你要离去 请不要挥手说再见
只要用你的双眼 给我片刻的凝视

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet.

back home after visiting Popo in hospital. ;( The feeling sucks to the max seriously.

After school went home and get changed, went meet up with babe and went off to bugis (:

Meet yuxin as she came over to meet us and went shopping around like nothing's gonna happen.

decided to went back after a puff, walk-ed to mrt station and recieved text from mommy.

she wants me to go over to hospital as she thinks that grandma's not gonna make it tonight.

rush over and went up, was super sad looking at popo at this state, real sad !

tears going to drip down so went out and relax around . watch them eat and went home .

vomited when i'm step inside the lift, oh yucks ;( redbull ~ gone.

feeling not really well now, off to bed. bye

Po, i know and believe that you can make it through. Am i right ?

I don't wanna lose you here, you still gonna be celebrating new year with us right ?

First time see mommy cry and was super heartache at that time, cheerup.

Popo is gonna be so fine that she's gonna laugh and smile with us again. (:

believe me , stay strong.

在那一天 是谁先说了再见
在那一天 是谁说了不要再留恋

Keep denying and tell myself,

move on, he doesn't want you anymore.

was quite lazy to update this blog of mine nowadays, wasn't in the mood of blogging anyway.

went to school, yellow form was sign-ed, didn't get Mabel Yeong to check and it off home.

School days was always as usual, Didn't get myself into troubles and was trying to learn, (:

except for some stupid stuff that caught my attention, i couldn't bring myself to even look at it .

OhShit, ain't too overboard, Opps, i'm real sorry. i shouldn't give a damn about it (:

went to 320 often and went home late at night, was kinda bored there. couldn't find anything else to do.

It was my last day of counselling today, and i'm so glad that i don't have to go there anymore (:

the counsellor told me that he doesn't want to see me there anymore, so does i :D .

Happy die (: went to visit grandma today and hamsters (:

was really heartache when i found out that the hamster actually was injured , it bleeds.

oh screw it, seriously feel like killing the black one . ;(

so stress up this few days, was thinking all over again, but just couldn't get into a decision.

consequences, beginning, even what we'll end up with. So afraid to bring myself to that topic seriously.

If ever, i made a decision, whether isit a yes or no. I've to accept the fact that i've already said that.

So, i couldn't really make up a decision, I'm so afraid that i might hurt you. ;(

终于看开爱回不来

我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开

宁愿没出息求我别离开