Been how long since i last updated this dead blog of mine ? (; Up & downs this month which really can bring me down. Ohyea ! Did i mention that I've gotten my iphone 4 and a super chio casing! So in love with my phone now. (Y) Went Sentosa with awesome bbfamily girls & had real lots of fun with them doing all those silly things and also being stalked by a bangala which was so thickskin. eww, disgusting. I'm not being racist or what-so-ever, but the problem is he deserve me to say this. Just try to put yourself into my shoe dude. One more thing, "quarrel' with a person and doubt things will be as fine as last time, i doubt she will keep quiet infront of others instead of telling them what happen and everything will end up being my fault, okay. i mean MY FAULT, YA ! So be it, others want listen then listen, trust me then trust me. what else can i do.. lame. I feel so stupid, sometimes you've to choose the right person to trust on. Likee .. BAMBOO (Y) ! Best, even though 4 years only. BEAT IT. okay, whatever. And last but not least, I failed all my MYE results except for an A2 for mother tongue, shit you. Bring disappointments again and again. Should i really start studying for my N's already ? I've wasted too much time on useless stuff. damn. hehe, But as for now I shall go for my nap now, and wakeup in time to go mandi's house watch dark water with awesome people later. *wink.

Overnight @ reena's house last night, was super awesome. It has been a long time since four of us spend the time all by our own. Bringing up the past and it's definitely very retarded, i swear. I feel the bond between us, and it's like we're living together under the same roof. Bathe, help melissa to dry her hair. Prepared to sleep at 1+am , busy settling position of the night. -sleep- Melissa accidentally kick the wardrobe and woke all of us up. (Y) laugh* ! Was late for school because reena don't have the guts to wake us up ! awesomeness . it brought joy to me for my may, even though it just started. Gonna get my phone on the 13th may, damn ! i so excited !

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actually it doesn't really matter whether i'm chatting with you, messaging with you anot. You're never lack of girls to talk to, so why worry ? I'm just an option when you're bored, i'm not as cute as beautiful as those girls you talk to, so why do you even bother ! This is really getting out of hands, and it really affected my mood. You just need to simply walk away.