Happy 1st birthday Evan Ting. He became so cute like me but i shall let him win :$ Can't believe he's the little vulnerable baby who make everyone worry when he's sick,a big strong man he shall be. Result will be released on 9th April, which is 8 days from now :(It's not that i'm prepared to fail, but who knows i might be able to get into poly? Who knows if my result turn out so much better than what i'm expecting? But what's the best is that i've finally graduated from College West, woohoo. Draw line from everything that is related to ITE. That's it man, my 2 years of torture and loneliness. Oh, and... someone has finally gotten himself a girlfriend, finally a reason for me to give up after so many years. No, i'm not waiting for a reason all along, but you know, when you waited so long and you realized he doesn't have a girlfriend all along, maybe i still stand a chance? But well, now it's different, everything changed :( 

- i can't sleep, it's 5.44am right now and i've to be out at 12-

Harlow, to maybe myself only! Belated birthday to Yuxin/Zhaoen/Jinhan/Yeeann.... and so on, Merry Christmas, Happy 2014, and Chinese New Year. YAYYYY! Life's been really good so far except for the exams that are approaching in a week time. I don't know what to type, i'm stuck. LOL. Ohya, recently i went to study at mac and saw c. ohmaigawd. And ya, get to know better to some people. Cupcakes delivered to my house area, and another shall be a secret. HAHA. Baibai

Now that its all said and done, I cant believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath
I felt if I was in way to deep, guess I let you get the best of me

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought Id doubt you, Im better off without you
More than you, more than you know

Im slowly getting closure, I guess its really over
Im finally getting better
And now Im picking up the pieces, spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together

'Cause the day I thought Id never get through
I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls, dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away, there was nothing I could say
And when you slammed the front door shut, a lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see that you never were the best for me

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought Id doubt you, Im better off without you
More than you, more than you know

Im slowly getting closure, I guess its really over
Im finally getting better
And now Im picking up the pieces, spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together

'Cause the day I thought Id never get through
I got over you

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought Id doubt you, Im better off without you
More than you, more than you know

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought Id doubt you, Im better off without you
More than you, more than you know

Im slowly getting closure, I guess its really over
Im finally getting better
And now Im picking up the pieces, spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together

Well, I'm putting my heart back together
'Cause I got over you and I got over you
And I got over you

'Cause the day I thought Id never get through
I got over you

Sometime i just hate you for always leaving me hanging. When can you stop?

Presenting to you class SB'13. It's have been 2 months plus since i get along with them, and they proved me wrong. Firstly, i thought "fuck, i'm in class full of retards." HAHAHA, they were all easy to get along with. still got 1 years 10 months to go with them! Not to mention my lesson ain't getting anywhere better especially bev. whatever.

Went for ferina's birthday that day and had a mini 5A gathering. Not forgetting sentosa for hongming's birthday celebration. Awwwww... fun time with fun people :$ muaaa :*

I remember everything, too well. 

i miss us.

Happy belated chinese new year! Been coming home around 3-4am these days and now i couldn't sleep. Anw, fyi it's 2.13 now. Sigh, and i have work tomorrow. Ok let me recall what happened these days. New year first day was... AWESOME. So many red packets, money but it was damn boring over at my relative house. It was so boring, so... i jio daddy to take picture ^^ and his head and bump into mine. lol

& the second day, i forgotten where did i went already. god. i think it's the day where my friends all came over at night to gamble. It was fun, i know but damn it's was fucking hell messy and the guys didn't even help me to clean up or stack up the chair or throw the packet of water or moving the fan back to the living room. I remember i did moved the fan back, but mommy say i didn't. ohwell, then i didn't. Then we left for supper, and FUCKING HELL I FORGET TO LOCK THE DOOR, it was only close but not lock. I wasn't the last to leave my house because somebody's phone is with me, so i was rushing to return it. Fml. No picture taken that day :( wasted. 

On the third day, i think we went to melissa's place to bainian. Moved on to daphne's place with the boys while reena went home. it was so far -_- But worth it because the food was delicious, super. Damn, i wanna eat it again :( After daphne's place, we went to leon's relative house. Okay this wasn't in our plan, it was because leon gave his aunt a call and yay we went. So many people, it was kind of awkward because we wasn't even suppose to be there. After leon's relative place, we went to wayne's house. LOL, like go alot of people house within a day right, i know. we gamble gamble gamble until some went off and left like .. 5 people, and we went off for supper, and back to wayne's house to play "game" and finally end of the day. Me, reena and the guys for the day. kind of fail taking nice photo with the guys. 

I really really really forget where did i went for new year already, but I went to bainian alot of times. hmmm.. bainian at Leon, darren, reena, zoel, cousin's house. Bugis to celebrate Yeeann's birthday, then back to bugis again for jinhan's birthday and aiya damn, i'm old okay, stm. photo taken at leon's house. 

Alumni dinner was bullshit. But get to meet some mates (;

I'm ending my post, so tiring. bye loves.

hello people. i doubt anyone is still reading this blog, but yeah.. i shall still post. Posting result out today, and guess what. I didn't make it. LOLOL KIDDING! I FUCKING GET INTO MY FUCKING FIRST CHOICE! hehehehehe, was actually on cloud nine but grandma just came in and spoil my mood. zzz. asshole. okay anyway, i was so excited last night that i can't sleep, or i can say nervous. excited that i'm going to a new school, nervous that i can't get into the course i want. but taadahhhh! happy kid hereeeee! For those who didn't make it to the course, there's hope! appeal. lol! i'm so scared to go new school. I'm not a social person, in fact I certainly do not have the talent which some people possess, of conversing easily with those I have never seen before which make me harder to survive. sigh. poor thing. (oh screw it's raining, i got swimming date with my girls. sucks man)

HAROW! Got the feel to blog so i'm here. hi. legoland was awesome, i just want to stay there forever, but hellokitty town is shit. how can you expect us to stay in a shopping mall full of people for 5 hours? :( what worst is there got nothing to shop at all, i've nothing to buy for friends, family and myself. pathetic. The best moment was the time spent in hotel rooms. Rooms with a 's' because we went to the boy's room. lol! whatever. i remember eating cake in their room, playing poker, taking photo, bowen drank my coke, waiting for chopsticks. LOL! i remember the one pin plug lamp in me and bamboo's room , toilet door that cannot be lock, cannot even open window so cannot smoke, tv without sound, reena's spammed call hotel room in the morning, yuxin's messy bed and the most funny part is i walk around without wearing shirt. ohyeah, i remember going out for supper too, and zoel kind of rage. hahahahaha. okay lame. 
results will be out in 4 more days, i wanna commit suicide already. what if i fail, what if i get 26, what if .. all those stupid what if thoughts invading my mind. nevermind nevermind, play first. steamboat later with bros at bugis, i done preparing like 1hour ago. lol, kiasu much. byebye

We've already grown up.

 HEY HI ! I just got home from grad lunch and it was awesome. Last meal with classmates, last meal with all the graduating classes, it's sad but life have to go on. I gonna miss this awesome class so much that i'm gonna die soon. Even though we does not have the bond that other class have, we still always get into trouble together as a class. It sadden me when i realized we are all going seperate ways. I wasn't even happy about graduating. And yeah, i manage to take photo with him despite me feeling awkward, but i have to do it ! haha, okay anyway, photos are up there.

Surprise! Ended my o's one week ago and everyone was like partyyyyyy, but here i am blogging because it's so boring staying at home. Just get my hair rebonded, the effing hairstylist cut bangs, Bangs, BANGS FOR ME! Was kinda pissed, but well.. let it off, what can i do anyway. sigh. Done with shopping for grad lunch too, bought myself accessories, shoes and a clutch. My toes almost kill me when i'm shopping :( I've spent a hell lot of money already, need to get a job soon and pay them back to my parents. arg, life. Actually.. i wasn't suppose to be home at this hour, thanks to some bitch that planned but cancelled the dinner we're having. Why the fucking hell did you planned this dinner and make me so motherfucking looking forward to it and disappoint me by cancelling it on that particular day. seriously, just die. Now, i'm waiting for them to decide whether the prawning session still on or not, and it's already pissing me off. I admit, i'm someone that get piss super duper easily, but if they didn't make me feel this way, i won't even be a little piss at all. Okay, never mind.
Let me get back to the past, he actually messaged me on the day before o's started! ( i think because i tweeted something 'bout that ) I swear, i was on cloud nine and i can't go to sleep that night because the butterflies in my stomach won't go away and i was quite nervous for the first paper.. but it still turned out fine anyway compared to other papers.
Then on my birthday, i already prepared to be disappointed because i'm so unlucky that it was on the same day as maths paper 2. i thought everyone will eventually forget my birthday because they were mugging on their papers for the next day. BUT GUESS WHAT ! My girls and boys managed to surprised me and proved me wrong! I've 2 cakes for that day, so touched! 3 group of friends together celebrate for me, and it was as if i owned the macdonald. So glad to have these people with me. What made me happier was his message once again. when clock strike 00.00, jeff's texts came in first before him. AHHHHHH! SO HAPPY ! i can't find a word in the dictionary to explain how i feel! But yeahhh ... he stopped caring and concern 'bout me after o's end :( whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy

look how far we've go, how much we been through, how much we grow.