jinhan , melissa , harriel , xiang zhi , Yuxin , timothy , reena & mandi
everything was alright ,
just too many insects .
make me fed up .
we went inside the backdoor,
middle , we saw a big clown face when _____ go use torch light & shine.
i was like , CLOSE LARHS !
than went outside slack .
sititng on the floor where car park ?
talking about those GOD ?!
& whatever things we should say
nonono . should be they should say .
as i'm listening to music ,
& trying to ignore wad they have say ,
is not that i dont believe ,
is that i dont wanna to hear any conversation within ____ & ____ & ____
i know you all dont know .
but i wish you all know .
& just shut up .
i Dont care who was talking ,
i dont care what topic you all talking .
i oso dont care who you talking to .
i just dont understand ,
you all just went tang dynasty together for 4~5 times ?
& you all become soooooo close .
I really dont understand ?
while they were talking i'm thinking bout those happy moment in china .
with dad & mum & brother & xuanxuan,
snow man ? swing ? grapes ? staircase ?
i would wanna rewind the time .
& wont come back anymore.
WENT MACDONALD .
alright .
harriel , jinhan , xiangzhi , timothy.
sit one table .
i was like BLUR ????
forget it .
than everything goes wrong .
i know i trying to stay away from reality .
i dont wanna face it this way .
& go KFC with harriel to visit superman ==''
& went home .
sometimes i wonder what happen ?
sometimes i wonder why thing become like this ?
why ? i really dont get the answer
anyone giving me an answer for every question ?
is not that i think ___________
is that it too obvious ,
i really dont get it .
already know everything will goes like this .
then why am i still staying there,
looking at the stupid peoples.
staying at the stupid scene
i trying to get everything right .
but i just cant .
trying to ask why can she ?
why cant i ?
why ? every question will have different answer .
& yeah i know , i dont have the right .
& yet i can only let it continue .
while staying there looking .
thinking , wondering , smiling .
do you know how i feel ?
those stupid thinking , those idiot wondering , those fake smiles,
you just dont get it .
please , boy ..
i trying , very hard ,
when thing was going on .
trying to understand you more .
trying to know you more .
but everything so negative.
my positive thinking was always wrong eh ?
why can she ?
why ?
does she know you so much ?
MY QUESTION
why she can ?
how does she do it ?
why do i know you ?
why everything does this way ?
why my positive thinking make it goes negative ?
WHY ?!
i really have done what i wanted to .
i know we become closer ,
but not only we .
& everyone else .
does this make sense ?
i really dont get it .
i know i was tooooo stupid to have this way of thinking
but i really want to have an answer can i ?
between now & then , till i see you again ,
i'll be loving you .
love , me .
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