Anyone saw me mad before ?

lol , asking stupid question

Anyways , this few day,
stuck at home larh dey always cannt go out .
ghost festival nia what .
than go church oso cannt liao .
damn asshole
MRY all go .
feel that i'm out sio.
nbm . count me out then .
whatever ~
seems everything seems so different from the past.
the promise everything are just Bullshit .

Bullshit , understand ?!
idk what to do liao.
See what will happen after this month ba .
i think we're fading away.
love we had shared just fade.
no more eternity promise .
who believe ? ...
Totally forgetten bout me .
& my Fucking asshole __ family.
This & that all cannt .
sibeh jialat de life can ?
Plain Plain .

Abegail please dont leave too .