i thought was never real

i wanna let go of the pain ,

i'll been in so long .

things are going through my mind,repeatly.

im trying to overcome .

went school later today .

things went smoothly & fine.

normal school day was so bored.

after school went to look for babe.

Meet up with Baby & kor & slackers @ parc vista.

after awhile, babe went off.

went outside of parc vista talk talk & slack.

than went home.

seriously , i dont know how to be fine when im not.

it's totally a crap can .

repeatly , it's still recalling in my mind.

should i really believe in it ,

i know i dont want history to repeat anymore.

i dont want to end up like past anymore.

it's just not up to me .

i guess i'll pretend that i didnt heard anything .

make me think this love will last okay ?

i really cant stand it inside my heart.

能不能暂时不管我是谁
用心去感觉属于我的一切
彼此都放弃所有的防备
不管谁爱谁无所谓