now that you no longer turn to me

And it seems that you got over me

how hard did i tried to get you back.

it doesnt even matter if you're returning.

But why cant this things just go my way instead of others?

i usually thought , you'll be back soon.

im waiting for your return , patiently.

i know its hard to face the truth,

i guess what i need it times.

i need it to make things goes right .

you should know it hurts when you went off w/o me.

leave me alone here , trying to hold onto it.

im trying v hard to let go of you ,

hoping that i'll be better off w/o you.

everyone knows it's not easy to say goodbye.

especially their love ones.

i've done enough , & im getting tired.

there's always an end to everything ,

im always clinging onto you, it's time to move on.

it might hurt when im so into you .

it hurts more when you told me its the end.

i'll try my best to forget , sit and stare.

thanks Jie & babe for your advise x3