Surprise! Ended my o's one week ago and everyone was like partyyyyyy, but here i am blogging because it's so boring staying at home. Just get my hair rebonded, the effing hairstylist cut bangs, Bangs, BANGS FOR ME! Was kinda pissed, but well.. let it off, what can i do anyway. sigh. Done with shopping for grad lunch too, bought myself accessories, shoes and a clutch. My toes almost kill me when i'm shopping :( I've spent a hell lot of money already, need to get a job soon and pay them back to my parents. arg, life. Actually.. i wasn't suppose to be home at this hour, thanks to some bitch that planned but cancelled the dinner we're having. Why the fucking hell did you planned this dinner and make me so motherfucking looking forward to it and disappoint me by cancelling it on that particular day. seriously, just die. Now, i'm waiting for them to decide whether the prawning session still on or not, and it's already pissing me off. I admit, i'm someone that get piss super duper easily, but if they didn't make me feel this way, i won't even be a little piss at all. Okay, never mind.
Let me get back to the past, he actually messaged me on the day before o's started! ( i think because i tweeted something 'bout that ) I swear, i was on cloud nine and i can't go to sleep that night because the butterflies in my stomach won't go away and i was quite nervous for the first paper.. but it still turned out fine anyway compared to other papers.
Then on my birthday, i already prepared to be disappointed because i'm so unlucky that it was on the same day as maths paper 2. i thought everyone will eventually forget my birthday because they were mugging on their papers for the next day. BUT GUESS WHAT ! My girls and boys managed to surprised me and proved me wrong! I've 2 cakes for that day, so touched! 3 group of friends together celebrate for me, and it was as if i owned the macdonald. So glad to have these people with me. What made me happier was his message once again. when clock strike 00.00, jeff's texts came in first before him. AHHHHHH! SO HAPPY ! i can't find a word in the dictionary to explain how i feel! But yeahhh ... he stopped caring and concern 'bout me after o's end :( whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy