the day after tomorrow

{i guess im random}

photo with i went for the cellgroup outing -.-

si zi lu kou .

today went slacking with liping awhile ,

than MRVY together .

junlong came & lend us his bike.

played with malays kids :D

they're so damn cute uh ! (:

especially the big big eye de 2years old kid.

today keep thinking about the past.

it seems to stupid am i right ?

i'm tired of myself,
I'm so tired of my lies
I'm tired of the secrets that i've keep
I'm so tired of looking inside myself
Trying to find something
I'm getting tired of everything around .

Say its the end of everything ,

say its the end of my love ,

& i will be real glad standing here alone.

facing the fours walls around .

its doesnt really matter when i start thinking about it .

Well i guess i should be satisfied,

cos you did say you love me before in the past.

just cant you say it again ,

making me leaving you w/o any fear of losing you.

would you be happier when i say boy , i've given up .

would you be happier when i say , boy , i dont love you anymore.

oh god , just let me be the one he love again .

and i'll swear , i wont be the one leaving . 

haas , tell you what .

im so stupid to ask stupid question .

i guess he really dont want patch ,

am i thinking too much?

i've cried real hard yesterday.

i dont need you okay ?

but i need him .

he just wont understand the feeling of being rejected .

am i right ?

i really hope there will be a chance ,

and i will let the past be back here in present.

i just want you back , 270808