so im back from outside .

aint feeling really good today.

skip everything in school , cos it aint interesting .

after school , yuxin come my house awhile .

than went slack & eat .

off to boonlay meet junlong jianyuan they all .

i can tell that its damn sian can ? -.-

after that mrvy go 207 there slack ,

watch the stars & listening to songs.

something aint really good happen ,

&& i really was so stupid .

i burst into tears why they listening to songs.

I just can't get you out of my mind

I never can say goodbye

Do you even realize

The sorrow I have inside

I try and try

To deny that I need you.

But its all what im use to think.

Deep inside , there's a lot more things i've to say.

You just walk by

Don't care to see me cry

And here I am,

Still holding on

I can't accept,

that you're gone .

we cant even communicate really well.

i guess im crying for the past we had & the love i gave.

its seems to disappear in thin air ,

everything & you.

you'll never try to understand me ,

never try to ask me why ,

never try to hear me out .

you just cant give me a chance to make things clear,

didnt even give me time to prove you wrong .

i dont understand why ,

did you just acting the way you love me in the past,

or isit that you really did love me before.

im really confused & i want know what you're really thinking .

i guess im getting tired of everything & myself.

i dont want be myself anymore , 

the strong one , brave one , active one .

i'll be the one who's really getting stress & tired of things around .

Even though i trying to make myself over come everything that might happen,

or anything that will happen .

like what you always say when we're together ,

you say you'll be there for me , when im troubled.

so ... where're you now ?

you left me with an empty promise & a broken heart .

 that's not what i really want .

i thought we'll last , yet you're acting weirdly .

even now , the msges .

i really cant take it anymore boy.

im sorry for the past,

why cant you just give me another chance to prove it to you again ?